Suicide is a gamble if you believe in afterlife / reincarnation

[unluckysadness]

I think suicide is like a gamble if you believe in afterlife and reincarnation and that's my case. We don't know if our next lives will be shittier with more disabilities. Today I went to the supermarket and I saw a guy (mid 40s like me) who was in a wheelchair and his old mother wiped the drool from his mouth.

The poor guy couldn't talk and all his body was twisted. Worse situation ever as he cannot even ctb.

It was heartbreaking to see this guy like this and I said to myself 3 things :
- was he born like this ? was it an accident ?
- what about if I ctb and I reincarnate in the same situation ?
- what about if I DON'T ctb in this life and if I have an accident and I cannot ctb later ?

In fact, life is a gamble, not only suicide and it really sucks...

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

yeah a lot of people live very horrible lives.

i do fear having a stroke in this life and then not being able to kill myself. boggles my mind that almost no one is constantly scared of living in this hell

but imo 1 micro second after my brain dies i will cease to exist forever. so i don't fear Death because i won't exist as before i was born. to me Death is Eternal Non-existence

to me Non-existence forever really is the ultimate bliss the absolute perfection