Help SuicidalCoward

[Fly🦋]

I don't plan on making it to 2021 so i have like a whole year of shitty life ahead. I decided i am going to hang on for my friends, well at least try. i attempted suicide the next day after i said that so it's not a promise. I want to go and live and sleep with the stars far away from Earth. But I want to go to the stars peacefully, no pain or at least fast. I know it seems kind of cowardly but i want my last moments on earth to be painless and my corspe to look like i was at peace while i was dying. So any methods on a painless death?

 

[mediocre]

the closest thing to a painful death is N. SN is second best. Everything else involves pain.
I really wish it wasn't so. If such a method existed I'd be long gone.

 

[Fly🦋]

the closest thing to a painful death is N. SN is second best. Everything else involves pain.
I really wish it wasn't so. If such a method existed I'd be long gone.

I don't really know what SN stands for. I'm not good with abbreviations, what does it stand for?

 

[mediocre]

Sodium Nitrite.
Read this thread if you want to learn more about it.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/

 

[Fly🦋]

Thank you so much.