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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
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I dont like these words. Im.... Idk.... Uncomfortable with them.
Looking at the situation on its own. Yes I suffer and its severe.
I have social anxiety to the point I have debilitating panic attacks and when I do talk to someone, uncontrollably dissociate to the point I can't see much of anything.
When I don't take my meds for my bpd the voices get so bad I'm positive I classify as insane.
My husband's gas lighting has me to the point where just having a passing thought can either send me into rage or tears.
This is clearly suffering and severe, but I go out of my way to not use those words, convincing myself it's not that bad.

So I was wondering what other people think of those words.
 
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houseofleaves

houseofleaves

and this with thee remains.
Jan 14, 2022
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I have social anxiety to the point I have debilitating panic attacks and when I do talk to someone, uncontrollably dissociate to the point I can't see much of anything.
When I don't take my meds for my bpd the voices get so bad I'm positive I classify as insane.
My husband's gas lighting has me to the point where just having a passing thought can either send me into rage or tears.
I'll be honest: sounds like fucking hell.
 
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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
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