For anyone who has corresponded with @suffering_mo I feel pretty confident she was able to CTB using SN. She and I had corresponded quite a bit about our health issues leading us to want to CTB. During our chats, she shared various details about her life that allowed me to do a pretty good google search that brought me to an obit with details that lined up with what she had told me about herself - family, job, state where she is located, religion, a couple of other details. The obit also had a DOD of the day after the date of the last message she sent me saying that she was at a hotel getting ready to take the SN. I wasn't a witness during her final hours, so I can't say what the experience was like, but I'm pretty confident it at least worked for her. Not sure what I'm hoping to get out of this post, but I thought I would share information I have about the SN probably working.
ijustwishtodie
I have finally found my ultimate bliss
- Oct 29, 2023
- 5,796
I'm assuming that she got her SN from DMC? Either way, may she rest in peace
Yes, she did. She bought it about 8 to 9 months ago.
ihatemyselfwanttodi
Experienced
- Jan 26, 2025
- 296
I know she didn't take benzos because she had taken it a few years ago for some illness and then was taken off the med by her doctor, and the withdrawal from that is what caused a lot of her health problems. But I don't know what AE she did take. She did say she was taking ibuprofen. That's really the only thing she mentioned to me other than the SN she planned to take.
ijustwishtodie
I have finally found my ultimate bliss
- Oct 29, 2023
- 5,796
In that case, I guess I should add that one of my friends on here @myusername890 also took SN from DMC exactly a week ago from today and they were successful. It's nice to know that the validity of DMC'S SN is still there
danny10
Banned
- Jan 8, 2025
- 263
2messdup
Enlightened
- Feb 10, 2024
- 1,393
Thank you for sharing it. For all reasons
She was highly skeptical of the sn method working, I'm glad it all went as her wish. I hope it brought her the peace she desired. Rest easy mo.
iwishtoturnbacktime
I miss her so much
- Jan 22, 2025
- 12
she did, and now she is gone. I want to thank you for being her friend in those darks times.
opheliaoveragain
Global Mod | Anorexic Junkie
- Jun 2, 2024
- 2,125
rest easy mo. I wish we had gotten to chat again before it was time but I hope they found the relief they sought. thank you for this post OP
locked*n*loaded
Archangel
- Apr 15, 2022
- 9,114
Just want to 2nd that it was definitely her in the above referenced obit. I had a months-long convo with her and was able to glean enough info from it, whereby I was able to find her obituary, also. So sad. Such a truly good person and so young. I hope her pain has stopped and she is finally at peace.
Through finding her obit, I was led to her FB page because her husband had posted it there. She had told me about how he had no empathy when it came to her suffering. A comment he made on her obit post was about people who "dwell in self pity like my wife". Even after he should have realized how bad it must have been for her in order for her to resort to CTB, he still had no empathy. Grade A A$$hole.
May he find himself in the position she was in.
2messdup
Enlightened
- Feb 10, 2024
- 1,393
Thank you for sharing their success. Love to all 
(except for the see you next tuesday husband, obvs
)
Edit: It's only just occurred to me hours later why his words rattled my cage so much - apart from the rage I feel anyone would say such a thing about any dead person, I think maybe I felt a premonition of sorts of what my lack of empathy husband will say when my bus comes. But I think he may have more to gain playing the Victim Card... Either way, it made me feel more empathy for mo & a bit sick that I was inadvertently being selfish & projecting onto myself, then feeling compelled to confess immediately here, then topped that with another shame spiral & a lack of the right words to fix this. Apologies all. Trying to do the right thing but lacking capacity.
(except for the see you next tuesday husband, obvs
)Edit: It's only just occurred to me hours later why his words rattled my cage so much - apart from the rage I feel anyone would say such a thing about any dead person, I think maybe I felt a premonition of sorts of what my lack of empathy husband will say when my bus comes. But I think he may have more to gain playing the Victim Card... Either way, it made me feel more empathy for mo & a bit sick that I was inadvertently being selfish & projecting onto myself, then feeling compelled to confess immediately here, then topped that with another shame spiral & a lack of the right words to fix this. Apologies all. Trying to do the right thing but lacking capacity.
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tpboy
No Karma Cafe
- Aug 4, 2023
- 485
Trixie is now gone. Rip. She was a very smart and kind lady, just like mo. @TennTrixie.
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tpboy
No Karma Cafe
- Aug 4, 2023
- 485
i first met mo when she contacted me with some questions. we talked every day for about 6 months. then thru her i got to know trixie. having them both ctb within a month has been challenging. being the last person to communicate with both of them makes it even harder.
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