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i hate myself. i hate today. i want to die already, die today too bad, im a coward and unable to act on anything. i can only sit and mope all day, im a failure n selfish, its all true. why do people even bother saying anything to me.

i want to die, i have nothing again. i have no reason to keep on moving.

i cant stop repeating the same mistakes i do. theres nothing to live for becaise of it. i cant express myself, i cant do anything.

i dont deserve another chance, if i died he would be happy. im too much of a burden for everything.

im too stupid to have anyone. i lose everything because of my actions, i lose everything because i become afraid. im weak.
 
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