I can't do anything right. I'm just trying to be comfortable. I try and I try and it feels like I'm just getting nothing in return. It feels like I'm cursed. I can't breathe anymore it hurts so bad to exist and breathe and just be here and no one gets that. No one. I don't get it. I drink to numb the pain and it's not numbed. Why isn't it fucking numb? I'm still young and I feel like I have no future to look forward to. Gosh such a waste of life.
Our time here does seem like an endless do- loop interrupted by seemingly random malfunctions so it doesn't run smoothly.
I'm sorry it's so bad for you.
It's one of the things about this community here that while we can't really understand, but we can empathize. And support as best we can.
I'm sorry it's so bad for you.
It's one of the things about this community here that while we can't really understand, but we can empathize. And support as best we can.
