Stunning bad luck so far

[Painless_end]

My stunning bad luck is to have a non-functionally competent brain coupled with the fear of pain and possessing survival instinct.

Think about it, if either of these things was the opposite, I would be free.

If I was mentally robust, I would not be suicidal, would have enjoyed life till my end.

If instead I wasn't mentally robust, but also didn't have survival instinct, I would have offed myself and been free.

But both together....damn that is hard to live with.

Who knows, I might still lose my survival instinct and become free.

Who knows...

 

[faust]

I was often thinking that it would be easier to live without instincts.
Instinct to have food which makes us irrational sometimes.
Instinct to have sex which makes us dependent on others.
Survival instinct which makes us fear of everything, including death.

 

[autumnal]

I was often thinking that it would be easier to live without instincts.
Instinct to have food which makes us irrational sometimes.
Instinct to have sex which makes us dependent on others.
Survival instinct which makes us fear of everything, including death.

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Instinct to have sex which makes us irrational sometimes.​

Instinct to have sex which makes us dependent on others.​

FTFY