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starboy2k

starboy2k

“I’ve been digging my own grave for years”
May 21, 2025
519
Wanting to ctb because you're poor. VALID
Wanting to ctb because your mental sucks. VALID
Wanting to ctb because of consistent relationship issues. VALID
Wanting to ctb because you just hate humanity and the fuckery that transpires from us. VALID
Wanting to ctb because you just don't feel like going to work ever again. VALID
So on and so forth……..

Any reason to CTB is a valid reason no matter what anybody say. After all it's YOUR CHOICE and seeking validation to end YOUR LIFE is kinda redundant.
If no one needed your permission for you to enter this shitty reality, if you damn sure don't need permission to keep living, then who the fuck do you need permission from to permanently escape it?
 
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Lextyle

Lextyle

What is this - Life?
Apr 6, 2026
240
I don't need any permission. I can just do that and what will they do? cry about that? I don't care
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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The more relevant question I think is whether we can adequately improve what is troubling us. I imagine by the time a person is feeling suicidal about it though, they've likely already tried or at the least, considered ways of solving their problem(s). And, I would say- probably rejected those ideas too- otherwise- they'd be focussed on implementing them instead- presumably.
 
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difficvltmachineryy

difficvltmachineryy

Szomorú vasárnap, száz fehér virággal 𔓘
May 9, 2026
31
Yes. All of this is just too much to take. All the wars and sickness, the evil people in this world, then my personal issues, my family, my academic failures...life shouldnt be like this. I hope i can find peace in death
 
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Lextyle

Lextyle

What is this - Life?
Apr 6, 2026
240
Yes. All of this is just too much to take. All the wars and sickness, the evil people in this world, then my personal issues, my family, my academic failures...life shouldnt be like this. I hope i can find peace in death
There will be most likely just non-existence which is not peace. I don't know if it's sad that we will never actually experience peace, but maybe non-existence is even better than peace I don't know
 
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difficvltmachineryy

Szomorú vasárnap, száz fehér virággal 𔓘
May 9, 2026
31
There will be most likely just non-existence which is not peace. I don't know if it's sad that we will never actually experience peace, but maybe non-existence is even better than peace I don't know
It's so sad we can't know what actually happens after death, i mean i do know its non-existence, that's what happens, but there are so many superstitions and religious beliefs of an afterlife, it is all quackery to mess with your head. Even non-existence is better than this monotonous boredom, and i would die anyway, but dying sooner means dealing with less horrors and bullshit in my life
 
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nihacc

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May 2, 2026
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Humans were never meant to live in the world we find ourselves in now. We are nothing but animals. We are a social and tribal species of hunters. I wish I was born and raised as I was meant to be in nature. I wouldn't be depressed, suicidal, cursed with intelligence, or have to worry about being a slave going to work just to barely get by. It infuriates me that people think this is a "good" thing. They are so quick to label people who recognize this as schizophrenic, dangerous, domestic/eco terrorists, etc.
 
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