still no hope but im going to try

[Life_and_Death]

i just blurted everything to my friends and then ditched them, were basically finishing up the convo now but theyre going to leave me alone and trust that i wont kill myself. i hope this works

 

[spiderlily]

I don't know much about your situation, but I hope you were able to say everything you wanted to and gain the peace you wished for.

 

[Life_and_Death]

I don't know much about your situation, but I hope you were able to say everything you wanted to and gain the peace you wished for.

basically back and forth life vs death (hence the name) and i just got out of a really bad down hill. however i have thought everything through and i feel that this is best. i made them a discord server so they can say stuff to me if they want or they can just go and look at some stuff i put there to remind them and myself that ill be ok. and i was able to say everything i wanted and needed too, these friends are extremely understanding and i couldnt ask for better people in my life. thank you for caring and commenting

 

[spiderlily]

basically external back and forth life vs death (hence the name) and i just got out of a really bad down hill. however i have thought everything through and i feel that this is best. i made them a discord server so they can say stuff to me if they want or they can just go and look at some stuff i put there to remind them and myself that ill be ok. and i was able to say everything i wanted and needed too, these friends are extremely understanding and i couldnt ask for better people in my life. thank you for caring and commenting

I can't imagine any of that was easy. Have a hug for overcoming another downhill episode. I'm happy for you and super glad you have kind and understanding people around you .

 

[Life_and_Death]

I can't imagine any of that was easy. Have a hug for overcoming another downhill episode. I'm happy for you and super glad you have kind and understanding people around you .

you seem kind and understanding and youre here. i guess i can add you to the list lol

 

[spiderlily]

you seem kind and understanding and youre here. i guess i can add you to the list lol

Thank you haha. You seem very eloquent and empathetic--thank you for sharing your situation with me

 

[Life_and_Death]

now im looking into antidepressants however im really not holding my breath on this one (or maybe i should lol)

I only looked into 1 so far.... I'll keep looking though. I have a list and I'm going through every one of them on 3 different interaction checkers. The first one I looked at doesn't give me much hope. But if I don't look at them all I might miss that 1.

 

[summers]

basically back and forth life vs death (hence the name) and i just got out of a really bad down hill. however i have thought everything through and i feel that this is best. i made them a discord server so they can say stuff to me if they want or they can just go and look at some stuff i put there to remind them and myself that ill be ok. and i was able to say everything i wanted and needed too, these friends are extremely understanding and i couldnt ask for better people in my life. thank you for caring and commenting

Glad to hear they understood. That's definitely better than a lot of people, who wouldn't trust you to make the right choices for yourself.

 

[Life_and_Death]

Glad to hear they understood. That's definitely better than a lot of people, who wouldn't trust you to make the right choices for yourself.

Idk if it's a trust thing or if they respect that I'm my own person or if they see how much pain I'm in and just accept it but I am grateful for them