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plzoffme

plzoffme

Student
Jun 30, 2025
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So I attempted to CTB a few weeks ago and was saved... A family member came home early and found me :( Got out of hospital yesterday after being in there for over a week. I am going the SN route this time.

PS: For SN source PM me.
 
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Kali_Yuga13

Kali_Yuga13

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Jul 11, 2024
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You had the nitazine right? What happened? Would it have worked if you weren't rescued?
 
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plzoffme

plzoffme

Student
Jun 30, 2025
110
You had the nitazine right? What happened? Would it have worked if you weren't rescued?
Yes it would have... This family member came home early and found me unconscious... Was in the ICU for a week on a narcan drip... Will be ordering SN this time...
 
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Off_Switch

Off_Switch

Student
Aug 15, 2025
109
Bro, you need to go deep in the woods this time. You can't risk being found again.
 
Liebestod

Liebestod

Prynce of Suicide
Mar 15, 2025
140
Holy fuck you're alive.
 
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Liebestod

Liebestod

Prynce of Suicide
Mar 15, 2025
140
I know, I just do not want my body to be found months later...

sadly I am :( I have to do it somewhere remote next time. I will say, I will go the SN route because I was alone for a good 2 hrs and still survived.
Dude I was thinking about ordering from your source, do you think the stuff wasn't potent enough. Me personally I'm thinking about using it and then shooting myself so I have no chance of surviving.
 
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MyShadow

MyShadow

Torn between fixing and ending my life
Aug 27, 2025
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I know, I just do not want my body to be found months later...

sadly I am :( I have to do it somewhere remote next time. I will say, I will go the SN route because I was alone for a good 2 hrs and still survived.
How many times have you attempted?
 
9ofHearts

9ofHearts

Awaiting Death
Oct 1, 2025
10
I was following your thread prior to making an account here; Very sorry to hear that things didn't go as planned, but glad you're still here (even if you may not feel the same way).

I have several...existential (for lack of a better term) questions for you regarding the attempt, if you don't mind me asking, and if you don't mind answering. I hope you're in a better state of mind, at least for now.
  1. What was the initial state of unconsciousness like?
  2. Did you ever feel scared? Or were you in a state of acceptance?
  3. Did you experience anything unusual or extraordinary?
  4. Were you ever officially "clinically dead" (stopped heartbeat/breathing)?
  5. Did it make you more grateful for life, or do you dislike it more now than you did before?
  6. Do you believe in an afterlife and/or reincarnation?
  7. Were they aware that this was a CTB attempt, or did they assume it was an overdose?
Thank you for your time, however long it remains. I sincerely hope you find the peace that you're searching for.
 
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plzoffme

plzoffme

Student
Jun 30, 2025
110
Holy fuck you're alive.
sadly I am :( I have to do it somewhere remote next time. I will say, I will go the SN route because I was alone for a good 2 hrs and still survived.
Dude I was thinking about ordering from your source, do you think the stuff wasn't potent enough. Me personally I'm thinking about using it and then shooting myself so I have no chance of surviving.
PM ME
 
Liebestod

Liebestod

Prynce of Suicide
Mar 15, 2025
140
sadly I am :( I have to do it somewhere remote next time. I will say, I will go the SN route because I was alone for a good 2 hrs and still survived.

PM ME
Just sent you a pm.
 
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Naetoh

Member
May 8, 2024
17
Is this nitazine/nitazene a street drug? My runway is coming to a close and need to get something going. Can you PM me some info?
 
a.dream.of.a.dream

a.dream.of.a.dream

Warlock
May 6, 2024
760
may i ask how much did you take and how? it's supposed to be much more potent than fentanyl i thought
 
Raindancer

Raindancer

Specialist
Nov 4, 2023
359
Hey, I looked for you when your date came up. I am sorry you went through that, it had to be awful. Can't say it's not good to see you still here. It's really traumatic what you went through, be gentle with yourself!
 
plzoffme

plzoffme

Student
Jun 30, 2025
110
where did you buy your SN?
PM Me
Sorry about being in the ICU.
Yea it sucked ass lol... Had a hot nurse so it was not all that bad hehe
Sorry about being in the ICU.
Yea it sucked ass lol... Had a hot nurse so it was not all that bad hehe
Hey, I looked for you when your date came up. I am sorry you went through that, it had to be awful. Can't say it's not good to see you still here. It's really traumatic what you went through, be gentle with yourself!
Thanks friend, it was not fun ill tell you that... This time, I will get a hotel room like I should have.
may i ask how much did you take and how? it's supposed to be much more potent than fentanyl i thought
It was, i snorted a good amount then lights out... I awoke in the ICU hours later... I most likely would not be here if my family member had not come home from work early.
may i ask how much did you take and how? it's supposed to be much more potent than fentanyl i thought
It was, i snorted a good amount then lights out... I awoke in the ICU hours later... I most likely would not be here if my family member had not come home from work early.
Is this nitazine/nitazene a street drug? My runway is coming to a close and need to get something going. Can you PM me some info?
How its made yes... Its origins no...
 
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thefinalfavour

Member
Apr 4, 2024
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PM Me

Yea it sucked ass lol... Had a hot nurse so it was not all that bad hehe

Yea it sucked ass lol... Had a hot nurse so it was not all that bad hehe

Thanks friend, it was not fun ill tell you that... This time, I will get a hotel room like I should have.

It was, i snorted a good amount then lights out... I awoke in the ICU hours later... I most likely would not be here if my family member had not come home from work early.

It was, i snorted a good amount then lights out... I awoke in the ICU hours later... I most likely would not be here if my family member had not come home from work early.

How its made yes... Its origins no...
Hey, sorry to hear what you went through. Getting a hotel room is definitely important if you live with family. Was there a problem with the Nitazene or the quality of it? If it was peaceful and the failure was just because of being found early, why are you switching to SN now?
 
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gottacheckout

gottacheckout

COB
May 20, 2025
538
Well it looks like we will lose another source for sn. Anytime there is a rush for it that company makes it very difficult to aquire.
 
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Galahad

Seeking…
Mar 21, 2024
165
I know, I just do not want my body to be found months later...
You can schedule emails in Gmail for any time and date you choose.

Email several friends and family and schedule it for 24 hours later telling them where to find you.
 
StunningIntent

StunningIntent

Member
Aug 4, 2025
5
So I attempted to CTB a few weeks ago and was saved... A family member came home early and found me :( Got out of hospital yesterday after being in there for over a week. I am going the SN route this time.

PS: For SN source PM me.
Welcome back to another day in hell brother, are you around the east coast area if you don't mind me buying some off you. Don't have accessed to a credit card to buy it online due to bipolar destroying everything 😔
 
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returner

Member
Sep 18, 2025
29
Wow dude, I thought for sure you must've been successful given your method. I'm sorry things didn't go as planned and spending all that time in ICU must've sucked. But hey hot nurse and all that at least.
 

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