Venting starting to plan things

[meltskelt]

I just wanted t write the things I'll start doing before trying to ctb
1- Lose a good amout of weight ( trying to be like, BMI 17 or at least 18)
2- writing a goodbye letter for myself because there is no other person
3- Planning what I need and buying everything
4- Maybe finding someone who would die with me, but probably just doing it solo lol
5- ctb

( I've started fasting longer periods, as August starts the plan is a 72h one at least) - still need to think a date to end things

 

[pulleditnearlyoff]

What's your method if I may ask?

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best in your plans.

 

[meltskelt]

What's your method if I may ask?

SN

 

[Timothy7dff]

Losing weight seems like an odd thing to do before CTB. Why does it matter?

 

[meltskelt]

Losing weight seems like an odd thing to do before CTB. Why does it matteI

It might be silly, but I want to feel I have done something with my life and losing weigth is the easiest. I still care a little about my appearance, I think?

 

[emma99]

Losing weight seems like an odd thing to do before CTB. Why does it matter?

I don't think it is.

For the salts, weight means more salt.
For the inert gases it means more gas (and a bigger bag)
For hanging it means a stronger rope
For drowning, heavy people will float easier

In terms of death itself although its not weight loss, Fasting will help avoid the mess of your bowels emptying

 

[divinemistress36]

It might be silly, but I want to feel I have done something with my life and losing weigth is the easiest. I still care a little about my appearance, I think?

Im the same way, im trying to loose weight before I go to just to feel like I accomplished something