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StarryStarry

StarryStarry

Cat Lady
Oct 25, 2021
749
I've lived my life alone. I don't want to die alone. I want someone to hold my hand and tell me I've made a difference in someone's life. I want to be told I counted, I was real. I'm so damaged. Nothing can save me. I wish I had someone to hold me when I go. So alone ...
 
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wanttogetonthebus

wanttogetonthebus

chronically unlucky
Nov 27, 2021
405
Yeah I feel the same way. I hope that you won't have to feel alone when you CTB, but try to have as much love for yourself as you can though. You've been through a lot, and you deserve love regardless of anything, my friend. We all deserve to be loved and we all deserve to be taken care of. We didn't ask to be put here or to go through any of these things in life, so give yourself some credit. You're strong.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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The way you feel is understandable. Feeling as if you are alone can be a painful feeling for many. I wish you the best. I hope you find peace.
 
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