Stabbing myself

[colourfulmai]

Can I stab myself in the upper abdomen? The knife I have is slightly blunt and I've been sitting in my bed for three days trying to actually stab myself. I can't even penetrate my skin despite going very rough which worries me. I'm trying not to overthink it but I'm just worried. If I'm not found am I almost guaranteed to basically just die? Has anyone else tried this or is it too difficult? I'm not sure how much force I need to shove it inside as I even have trouble pulling down door handles I'm so weak. if I'll update if I get the knife inside me, I understand that I'll need to do a quick strong stab but I have issues doing that. I've felt intense pain in my abdomen before and I think can deal with the pain.

Or I could try shove myself under a large vehicle either, the bin truck comes tomorrow I could throw myself under the wheels perhaps

 

[MidnightDream]

I've tried. It hurts. A lot. I'm sure for some people it might be possible but for the average person, I don't think it is. The strength needed and the pain being the main reasons

 

[fleetingnight]

I've considered it strongly for my own CTB, but I don't think it's worth trying. If you can overcome SI and severe pain, and hit the right arteries, you could bleed out, but I don't trust myself to be precise enough. I don't think I can. Maybe a doctor could, but it seems really difficult for someone with no medical experience. I haven't tried, though, only done research to try and make it work.

 

[Light_]

we need access to nembutal. no one should be stabbing themselves because there's no access to peace. my god.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

If you're interested in stabbing yourself you can read about Seppuku.

I would still not recommend this method, it's very cruel and painful imo. There're way better methods.

 

[opheliaoveragain]

Please reconsider and have a look into the Resource thread. There's too many variables with this. I agree with the person above, they did us all dirty by taking N away.

 

[Juggernaut1010]

I remember reading that only 2% of attempts with a knife are successful, I wouldn't recommend it. You might end up scarred, and in an even worse position than you are now. There are much better methods.