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kittypanova

kittypanova

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Feb 4, 2023
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so if hypothetically somebody really needed to die Right Now and didn't have immediate access to a means like firearms or SN, and lived in tight quarters with too many people to end their life at home, what would be the best way to do it? tall building? running in front of a truck? if this hypothetical person was hypothetically walking distance from a train station, would that be a way to do it? if hypothetically they could catch a train to NYC, are there ways to end your life short notice there? thanks.
so if hypothetically somebody really needed to die Right Now and didn't have immediate access to a means like firearms or SN, and lived in tight quarters with too many people to end their life at home, what would be the best way to do it? tall building? running in front of a truck? if this hypothetical person was hypothetically walking distance from a train station, would that be a way to do it? if hypothetically they could catch a train to NYC, are there ways to end your life short notice there? thanks.
this person could also hypothetically use some of their boyfriend's benzos and antiemetics with a large quantity of - idk, antidepressants??? a shit ton of tylenol??? but again it would be very difficult to do this and not get caught. could just take the pills into the woods somewhere and chug them there? idfk

edit: drugs that are available to me include

gabapentin 300 mg cap [several bottles of this]
venlafaxine hcl er 37.5 mg cap
tizanidine hcl 6mg cap
promethazine 25 mg tab
clonazepam 0.5 mg tab
ropinirole 0.25 mg tab
buspirone hcl 15mg tab
bupropion hcl xl 150 mg tab, 300 mg tab
oxycodone-acetaminophen 5-325 tab [? just the info that was on the label]
will do some research into the lethality of these when i get a second, but if anyone has knowledge off the top of their dome that would help me out.
 
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saintleftbygod

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Apr 4, 2026
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train or tall building, I would recommend the pills. I don't recommend a high save rate, and you could just end up a retard from them
 
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leoneliona

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so if hypothetically somebody really needed to die Right Now and didn't have immediate access to a means like firearms or SN, and lived in tight quarters with too many people to end their life at home, what would be the best way to do it? tall building? running in front of a truck? if this hypothetical person was hypothetically walking distance from a train station, would that be a way to do it? if hypothetically they could catch a train to NYC, are there ways to end your life short notice there? thanks.

this person could also hypothetically use some of their boyfriend's benzos and antiemetics with a large quantity of - idk, antidepressants??? a shit ton of tylenol??? but again it would be very difficult to do this and not get caught. could just take the pills into the woods somewhere and chug them there? idfk
Overdosing has a very low success rate, and jumping can lead to injuries leaving you worse off than before. Train is an option, but it's the same thing with jumping. A lot of people go for hanging because it has a higher success rate and it's very cheap.
 
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whyyyyyyyy

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May 26, 2020
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No pills. Very risky. Research lethal heights of jumping (for base jumping hobby), develop a sudden interest in architecture and explore buildings near you which well exceed that height.
 
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Painforever

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Feb 15, 2026
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Pills are not reliable. far more likely to just end up with organ damage.
You can survive from normal apartment falling.
but if you are in NYC you could find super tall building.

Personally a think a train would be my choice.
For me it will be either that or Hanging.
 
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