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R0tt3n_R31L

R0tt3n_R31L

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Mar 12, 2023
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See if you want to. English is not my first language, bear with me.

I'll explain my situation. My mom married my dad. My dad had really abusive parents, he did the same and my mother was just.. neutral. They're both doctors. My dad started developing drinking problems and get a seizure. He's paralyzed now. My mother smokes. She makes me insecure. Something clicked inside my father's brain and he became kind all of a sudden, talking with me and giving me affection I never had. My mother on the other side is constantly screaming at me because of being useless or she'll blame me for existing. Society has failed us miserably, a person should have a right to die as much as they have a right to live. I can't go on anymore, my brain is on a tight rope with no understanding of where to go in this mundane existence.
 
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