Unsure and Useless
Drifting Aimlessly without Roots
- Feb 7, 2023
- 364
Oops. I did not get notifications for some conversation messages on here in the past. And I accidentally ignored a bunch of people. 2-3 in fact. I still feel bad about it.
psp3000
Enlightened
- May 20, 2023
- 1,696
I can't stop thinking about people in high rise luxury apartments, restaurants, and hotels
wouldn't you just be thinking of 9/11 all the time
"wow what a wonderful night in my luxury apartment with a view of the city and all the other tall buildings and dazzling but also annoying lights all of my rich or well to do friends are here and we are having wine and cheese"
*gets one more glass of wine in*
*gets drunk enough to start talking about all of the interesting 9/11 facts and details and conspiracies along with all of the documentaries you've watched especially the one about the woman who lied about being there on 9/11 and surviving and infiltrated herself into support groups*
wouldn't you just be thinking of 9/11 all the time
"wow what a wonderful night in my luxury apartment with a view of the city and all the other tall buildings and dazzling but also annoying lights all of my rich or well to do friends are here and we are having wine and cheese"
*gets one more glass of wine in*
*gets drunk enough to start talking about all of the interesting 9/11 facts and details and conspiracies along with all of the documentaries you've watched especially the one about the woman who lied about being there on 9/11 and surviving and infiltrated herself into support groups*
skraplott
Member
- Aug 10, 2025
- 10
have been procrastinating getting up and making dinner for 3 hours because my bed is warm... i do need to go feed my cats though. one of them is currently gnawing at my toes.
L9my
I'm just procrastinating
- Nov 22, 2024
- 1,156
I listen to many Brennan Savage songs recently. They are pretty good. Someone compared his music to Lil Peep.
I started texting with a woman again after a one month break.
And I get the feeling after one hour texting (with short breaks of course) she is ghosting me. I was actually interested in her. How comes all the woman on threse apps who show interest in me are teacher? How can this be possible? And I suspect another bullying victim. I already met one borderline women who fit that description.
And I get the feeling after one hour texting (with short breaks of course) she is ghosting me. I was actually interested in her. How comes all the woman on threse apps who show interest in me are teacher? How can this be possible? And I suspect another bullying victim. I already met one borderline women who fit that description.
If they text, make it a bit of fun and then say "you texted me so I take it you want to get together, when are you free?
You might be right. If I get the chance I will try it. My last question was where she studies because I actually don't know where she lives...
As long as the vibe is good, if you're not moving forward you're moving backwards. They can't make out with you over the phone: p
L9my
I'm just procrastinating
- Nov 22, 2024
- 1,156
good wallpaper icl
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BlueLock
Member
- Nov 8, 2024
- 66
I thought I was doing better but I'm not. I was just avoiding my triggers through isolation but I still get triggered over basic human things. I really my parents and myself. I need a job but I don't know if I can hold one down. I feel too ashamed to go on SSI and my parents put me down last night over applying for section 8 housing so I just. quit halfway through my application. I feel like i'm letting everyone down and I want to hurt myself so bad to stop the emotional pain. I'm crying and it's been a while since I did that. I know it's probably because I'm sleep deprived but I feel like i'm going crazy and i HATE that im acting like my mom. Like this morning I did everything she did that I hate—I woke up angry I stomped around and I know I woke up atleast one person in the house. I angrily did my chores and started crying. Started self harming to get rid of the pain and it just made me more upset tbh. God I hate myself.
This site is probably bad for me (despite how nice a good portion of this user base is) and it's not a good sign of my mental health that I logged into my account here.
This site is probably bad for me (despite how nice a good portion of this user base is) and it's not a good sign of my mental health that I logged into my account here.
Bro, anyone please have mercy. Kill me. I mean it genuinely. Snipe me. Fucking kill me. Do it. It can even be painful. The day was a total disaster. A catastrophe. Fuck me. Fuck my life. Fuck anyone. Fuck this planet. Fuck this life
I just want to Die. I was so fucking paranoid in my self-help group. My optimism mask slipped. I am not sure whether I have made myself new enemies. But honestly I hope so much something kills me. Doing it by myself is so excruciating and for my loved ones it would be less painful. I would like to kill myself so much right now. But my family has big health issues I cannot do it. I See where my life is heading and I am ready to accept it. I give up more and more. And I simply let it happen. If there is an allmighty God He must despise me. Probably I Was Adolf Hitler or a fucking Nazi in my prior life to deserve this pain. I could cry. I could shout. I am so sick of all of this.
I crave so much for a benzo. Holy shit it would feel so so so good. I am craving for it so much. I have some here. But you know what? I won't take one. I will take an addictive sleeping pill that's enough. I quit benzos. The damage they done is hard enough.
I just want to Die. I was so fucking paranoid in my self-help group. My optimism mask slipped. I am not sure whether I have made myself new enemies. But honestly I hope so much something kills me. Doing it by myself is so excruciating and for my loved ones it would be less painful. I would like to kill myself so much right now. But my family has big health issues I cannot do it. I See where my life is heading and I am ready to accept it. I give up more and more. And I simply let it happen. If there is an allmighty God He must despise me. Probably I Was Adolf Hitler or a fucking Nazi in my prior life to deserve this pain. I could cry. I could shout. I am so sick of all of this.
I crave so much for a benzo. Holy shit it would feel so so so good. I am craving for it so much. I have some here. But you know what? I won't take one. I will take an addictive sleeping pill that's enough. I quit benzos. The damage they done is hard enough.
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psp3000
Enlightened
- May 20, 2023
- 1,696
princexhhn
call me prince
- Sep 26, 2023
- 149
I'd like to introduce everyone to Temmie, my dog!!
Unclear picture because he never stays still. Trying to take a picture of him is like trying to take a photo of a cryptid…
But anyways, I love my silly dog! He's a gooby goober
Unclear picture because he never stays still. Trying to take a picture of him is like trying to take a photo of a cryptid…
But anyways, I love my silly dog! He's a gooby goober
The Morningstar
Be absolute. Be yourself, until you bleed.
- May 4, 2025
- 547
They're just straight-up programming games using Neuralinks in the brains of people who suffer from Night Terrors, now, ain't they?
Eternal Disaster
IHaveDemonsInMyHead
- Aug 3, 2025
- 73
The Morningstar
Be absolute. Be yourself, until you bleed.
- May 4, 2025
- 547
Inertia made me drop out, ngl. WTF is meters to the fourth power, and how is it sometimes to the fifth power? I'll never get it.
