Soon

[Throwmyselfaway]

I think it's gonna be in the next week or two for my bus. Every since being diagnosed with ptsd I've been going down hill extremely fast. The more I remember from my childhood the worse I get. Add in financial issues and this whole lock down shit and the fact that I don't know how long my job will last, I'm pretty much done. I think about ctb most of the day every day. I have full on panic attacks when i wake up that feel like I'm having a heart attack. I wish i was that lucky. I plan to use sn. The other day I caught myself staring at my gun but I won't use that. I've been double checking stans guide. I have everything I need. Just need to decide when. This has been a long time coming.

 

[Otter]

sorry things are going downhill... Ptsd and anxiety are a bitch! Best Wishes for everything working out as you want

 

[I screwed up]

How r y doing now OP. No post from u since was worried for u.

 

[Deathbydemo]

Are you still here @Throwmyselfaway ? Wondering how you're keeping, check in with us if you can!