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whatever321

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Mar 9, 2024
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I've been thinking about this a lot lately, i spend most of my time in the day, listening to songs, and all i can think, is which one would be the best to listen to, when i'm close to CTB, my favorite one ever, has to be Nobody Can Save Me - Linkin Park. This song is so profound to me, i listen to it, ever since Chester Bennington passed away, and i know for sure, in my last day, i'll be listening to this, while doing whatever method i decide to CTB...
 
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Heartbroken Nurse

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Apr 6, 2024
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I have a suicide playlist to listen to as I drift off with my exit bag. "Ghost" by Badflower. "Put The Gun Down" by Andy Black. "Take This Pain" Jake Banfield. "I Won't See You Tonight" avenged sevenfold. "Strong For Somebody Else" Citizen Soldier.
 
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AkaRed

AkaRed

Come on! Let’s go, we’ll make our future together.
Apr 20, 2023
215
I have a couple in mind that'll depend on my mood if I do go through with CTB. I have ones for if I'm feeling euphoric, or if I need a more calm mood. I think the song you listen to is an important part of the process.

<3
 
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whatever321

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Mar 9, 2024
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I have a suicide playlist to listen to as I drift off with my exit bag. "Ghost" by Badflower. "Put The Gun Down" by Andy Black. "Take This Pain" Jake Banfield. "I Won't See You Tonight" avenged sevenfold. "Strong For Somebody Else" Citizen Soldier.
I'm going to listen to all of them, i hope i can feel a little bit of your pain...
I have a couple in mind that'll depend on my mood if I do go through with CTB. I have ones for if I'm feeling euphoric, or if I need a more calm mood. I think the song you listen to is an important part of the process.

<3
I agree 100%, i feel like any sort of music to your ears, is part of the process of making things easier, when you're dope of music, it's like you have entered a different dimension in your brain, and you can do anything, without ever coming back... to be free forever...
 
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Bishop2

Bishop2

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May 29, 2024
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For me I would put Carpenters I Won't Last A Day Without You on my list and Roberta Flack Killing Me Softly With His Song. I mostly like romantic songs they remind me of some sadness that never went away.
 
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Dusk till dawn

Dusk till dawn

Experienced
Sep 7, 2018
232
Kill yourself part 3 by $uicideboy$ preferably a reverb version because it's more depressing and it'll kill any possible positive emotions or SI when you are at your very lowest, i recommend saving this song to when you're about to do it and when you are at your very lowest, it'll kill whatever survival instincts you have if you're listening to it at your very lowest especially at a time like late night
 
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strawberryswing

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May 31, 2024
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last flowers by radiohead :)
 
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lizzywizzy09

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May 11, 2024
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Don't Fear the Reaper by Blue Oyster Cult
 
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sleepyforever

sleepyforever

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Jun 18, 2023
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the 3 i have in mind are humiliation by yonlu, the paperstud by the savage young taterbug and stop the dams by gorillaz
 
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Begotten

Begotten

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May 8, 2024
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mine will be Imber Luminis - Same old sufferings
 
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eatantz

eatantz

I luv dolls
Nov 4, 2023
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Born to die- Lana Del Rey
 
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Demian

Demian

Experienced
Mar 25, 2024
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Suicidal Dream - Silverchair
Wrong - Depeche Mode
Down In A Hole - Alice In Chains
Last Resort - Papa Roach
Fade To Black - Metallica
Breakin The Habit - Linkin Park
Tourniquet - Evanescence
Witchcraft - Akira Yamaoka
Tears Of - Akira Yamaoka
Adagio For Strings, Op. 11 - Samuel Barber
Cold - Jorge Méndez
Like A Stone - Audioslave
Time - Pink Floyd
What I've Done - Linkin Park
 
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dantescorpse

dantescorpse

heaven's a distance, not a place.
Feb 5, 2023
8
im not fully sure yet, but i'll probably listen to pictures of you by the cure and hallelujah by jeff buckley, because those are my favorite songs. but the final song i listened to during my last attempt was hurt by nine inch nails.
 
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SlyEden

SlyEden

Melancholic Wanderer
Jun 3, 2024
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Suicidal Dream - Silverchair
Wrong - Depeche Mode
Down In A Hole - Alice In Chains
Last Resort - Papa Roach
Fade To Black - Metallica
Breakin The Habit - Linkin Park
Tourniquet - Evanescence
Witchcraft - Akira Yamaoka
Tears Of - Akira Yamaoka
Adagio For Strings, Op. 11 - Samuel Barber
Cold - Jorge Méndez
Like A Stone - Audioslave
Time - Pink Floyd
What I've Done - Linkin Park
Love these
 
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m1ll1pede

m1ll1pede

Chronic stupidity
Jun 2, 2024
57
I have a whole "suicide note" playlist and a playlist for my funeral lol
 
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ijustwanttokms

New Member
Jun 3, 2024
2
A couple songs I enjoy listening to are No Surprises by Radiohead, Runaway by Linkin Park, Suicidal Thoughts by Josh A, Sparks by Coldplay, and Sorry by Alex G.
 
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Valky

Petulant Child
Apr 4, 2023
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My top three :)
 
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lkjhgfdsa1

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Apr 17, 2024
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I'm F in 20s so gotta say Taylor swift - I hate it here
 
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LJ85

Future Airdancer
May 20, 2024
50
Not sure I'm going out with a song. My method (full suspension) will have me unconscious in a few seconds so I won't really "be there" for most of the song lol. I guess if I had to choose, I'd go with Kansas:

Carry on, my wayward son
There'll be peace when you are done
Lay your weary head to rest
Don't you cry no more
 
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Onelegman

Onelegman

I use a translator
May 24, 2024
552
Nezuko Kamado No Uta
Shiny Toy Guns Major Tom (Coming Home)
Die For You ft. Grabbitz | Cyberpunk: Edgerunners
 
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Lookingtoflyfree

Lookingtoflyfree

Specialist
Jan 11, 2024
378
I like 'Someone To Pull The Trigger' by Matthew Sweet. It says it all. The first time I hear this album I knew it would be playing for my end.
 
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SNastablesalt

SNastablesalt

she longs for freedom
Oct 6, 2023
162
I'm F in 20s so gotta say Taylor swift - I hate it here
I hate it here so I will go tooo secret gardens in my minddd - one of my favs off the anthology, probably second only to Chloe et. al
 
deathtakeme

deathtakeme

Npc
Aug 9, 2024
31
Random but I used to listen to this song when I first started to think about death first year of college. I always flashback to this image of me sleeping in a bunk bed and having this weird new feeling that I could not describe back then.

 
genoke

genoke

Member
Aug 13, 2024
77
New dawn fades - joy division
The end - the doors
Not to touch the earth - the doors
This river - JJ grey and mofro
In my room - the beach boys
Blaze of glory - spottiswoode

I'd probably be listening to Johnny Cash or something.
 
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Katasumi4444444444

Katasumi4444444444

Я не та
Jun 15, 2024
8
Dir En Grey - The Final
Harakiri for the Sky - Jhator
Harakiri for the Sky - Funeral Dreams
Harakiri for the Sky - My Bones to the Sea
 
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OverIt1976

No joy, no peace. Apathy reigns supreme
Aug 8, 2024
28
Basically when I'm driving to the campsite to CBT I'll be listening to my favorite Erasure songs. Once at the campsite I will lay my blankets down on the ground, rest my head on the pillow and gaze up at the cosmos in the dark of night wishing I could unlock the secrets of the universe. Are my top 5 of all time ever of any band. Must haves:
  • Heart of Stone
  • Witch in the Ditch
  • Weight of the World
  • Joan
  • Am I Right?
  • Siren Song
  • Home
  • Breath of Life
  • Imagination
  • Piano Song
  • Brother and Sister
  • Crown of Thorns
  • You Surround Me
  • Sono Luminos
  • Finger's and Thumbs (on a Cold Summer's Day)
  • Angel
  • I Love You
  • A Long Goodbye
  • In My Arms
  • Precious
  • Perchance to Dream
  • Catch 22
  • Here I Go Impossible Again
  • Breathe
  • I Bet You're Mad at Me
  • Sweet Surrender
  • Sunday Girl
  • Storm in a Teacup
  • I Could Fall in Love With You
  • Be With You
  • Fill Us With Fire
  • Bells of Love
  • Gaudete
  • Make It Wonderful
  • Under The Wave
  • Stayed a Little Late Tonight
  • Oh What a World
  • Lousy Sum of Nothing
  • Nerves of Steel
  • Careful What I Try to Do
  • Dreamlike State
Then, at about 430am I will get in my car, I'll switch to Enya (probably Shephard's Moon and The Celts), mix the sulfuric cand formic acid, put the mask on and close my eyes. I don't want to end with angry music, or love music. I just want ethereal and peaceful tranquility.
 
emoplugg

emoplugg

she/her
Aug 19, 2024
17
Dylann Angercar - i was in the middle of a dream


this song is the perfect mix of noise to distract myself from the pain and ambience to keep myself calm. it also just feels right CTB to this song, as Dylann did the same back in 2019
 
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random_user

Human existence is a scam.
Jun 17, 2022
83
I'd probably listen to "Time to say goodbye" by Andrea Bocelli/Sarah Brightman as a meme

On a more serious note:
0% Angel by Mr. Kitty
 
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