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demitriusmigsysvotf

demitriusmigsysvotf

It takes a man to be a man
Oct 1, 2023
86
I've hidden my sn in a backpack and all the pills and the knife I cut myself with. Today, I found out that someone fucking stole it all. I was planing to cut myself and found out that there's nothing in a backpack. I'm now really upset. And… it's just fucking kills me.

I live with a roommate and he says that he doesn't know anything about it
 
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sugarb

thief of silent dreams
Jun 14, 2024
795
I've hidden my sn in a backpack and all the pills and the knife I cut myself with. Today, I found out that someone fucking stole it all. I was planing to cut myself and found out that there's nothing in a backpack. I'm now really upset. And… it's just fucking kills me.

I live with a roommate and he says that he doesn't know anything about it
If it's just the two of you in the house usually, he's either bullshitting or he had someone over and they took it. Or maybe a landlord.

This sounds like a nightmare. Sorry dude
 
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demitriusmigsysvotf

It takes a man to be a man
Oct 1, 2023
86
If it's just the two of you in the house usually, he's either bullshitting or he had someone over and they took it. Or maybe a landlord.

This sounds like a nightmare. Sorry dude
This is a fucking nightmare. That's probably him who stole all that.

I feel so bad that I need to cut myself rn but I can't. All the knives on kitchen are not sharp. Same with the scissors. I just can't fucking accept the fact that I lost it all. I was so fucking close to an end. But it all just continues.

I already checked trash cans and there's nothing here. I'll look for it tomorrow evening when he will be at a party. Hope to find it. Sorry for writing that much.
 
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qw3rty259

Experienced
Jun 19, 2023
289
Don't know how SN looks like, but hope that whoever did it won't think it's a dope or something lol
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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OMG that sucks what happened to you. I'm sorry.

I ask myself what your roommate would intend to do with that stuff? Did they know about your plan? Are there other possibilities who could have stolen your things?
 
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demitriusmigsysvotf

It takes a man to be a man
Oct 1, 2023
86
OMG that sucks what happened to you. I'm sorry.

I ask myself what your roommate would intend to do with that stuff? Did they know about your plan? Are there other possibilities who could have stolen your things?
No, he didn`t. He knows I`m suicidal, but he doesn`t know about my plans and about SN at all. There`s a possibility that some of his friends entered the apartament.
 
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AbusedInnocent

AbusedInnocent

Enemy brain ain't cooperating
Apr 5, 2024
255
Don't know how SN looks like, but hope that whoever did it won't think it's a dope or something lol
Imagine his roommate snorts a few lines of SN lol.
 
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1043169

I put the HOT in psychotic
Jul 9, 2024
97
Omg that's awful I would hate for someone to think the SN Is a party drug and get violently ill or die accidentally. I hope you can find it.
 
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ruby09

Member
Jun 10, 2024
31
its likely that they may have stolen it thinking it was a party drug :( im sorry that this has happened, i think maybe if you explain to the roommate that it 100% isnt a drug and that it isnt safe (you dont need to say exactly what it is ofc, maybe bullshit that its a cleaning chemical or smth lol) it might be returned to you and possibly be saving someone from getting really sick
 
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demitriusmigsysvotf

demitriusmigsysvotf

It takes a man to be a man
Oct 1, 2023
86
its likely that they may have stolen it thinking it was a party drug :( im sorry that this has happened, i think maybe if you explain to the roommate that it 100% isnt a drug and that it isnt safe (you dont need to say exactly what it is ofc, maybe bullshit that its a cleaning chemical or smth lol) it might be returned to you and possibly be saving someone from getting really sick
Thanks
 
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sugarb

thief of silent dreams
Jun 14, 2024
795
This is a fucking nightmare. That's probably him who stole all that.

I feel so bad that I need to cut myself rn but I can't. All the knives on kitchen are not sharp. Same with the scissors. I just can't fucking accept the fact that I lost it all. I was so fucking close to an end. But it all just continues.

I already checked trash cans and there's nothing here. I'll look for it tomorrow evening when he will be at a party. Hope to find it. Sorry for writing that much.
No worries.

I hope you can get it back somehow as of others in this thread have said (hopefully without anyone snorting the faux-caine 🥲 and getting sick). Good luck
 
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Nothing87

Nothing87

Goodbye
Jun 5, 2024
83
I'm sorry for what happened to you :( hope you can get it back.

The person who stole your SN probably thought it was drugs and lets just hope he/she won't snort it.
 
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