Venting Some friends found out I was planning CTB.

[sla_porra22]

They found out I was planning to kill myself before my birthday in April. Honestly, now I'm afraid they'll ruin everything by telling my family or something. I have a lot of ideas about how I can do this. If this gets to my family, they'll try to have me committed and my life will become an even bigger hell. This particular friend who discovered this doesn't have contact information for my family, but he does have contact information for my ex. My ex, besides being concerned about me, has the contact information of my entire family, and everyone likes her, so they would believe her if she spoke. Things are only getting worse day by day

 

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So sorry

Depending on the method, I would hide all the materials you are using and postpone. That way you can use them later. Maybe say you were going to try different method.
Unless you decide to do it sooner. Maybe lie and say you changed your mind.

 

[sla_porra22]

So sorry

Depending on the method, I would hide all the materials you are using and postpone. That way you can use them later. Maybe say you were going to try different method.
Unless you decide to do it sooner. Maybe lie and say you changed your mind.

I was thinking of combining different methods. The materials aren't even here yet; I was still going to buy them. I guess I'll just have to pretend I changed my mind for a while

 

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I was thinking of combining different methods. The materials aren't even here yet; I was still going to buy them. I guess I'll just have to pretend I changed my mind for a while

I wouldn't get anything yet either. That way there is nothing to find.