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closetoyou

closetoyou

Member
Aug 19, 2025
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Just wondering if it's worth the risk or not? Don't have to access to Meto - dimenhydrinate is OTC and IK it's not as effective but getting a mixed verdict in regards to if I should use it at all.
 
BPDtgirl

BPDtgirl

delicate thing
May 5, 2025
86
bump, would also really like to know someone more informed's answer to this
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
611
I wouldn't try it without meto or without any other antiemetic. I've read many accounts of people puking some of their ingested SN even with antiemetics, taking SN without them would make you vomit even more of the SN inside your stomach, risking a failed attempt.
 
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dalemar

Arcanist
Nov 20, 2025
454
People have succeeded without AE, so I guess an OTC AE is better than nothing.
As the PPH states, the main ingredient is the SN, and used in the correct dosage, with propper fasting, etc.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Arcanist
Nov 12, 2025
495
Idk, but someone who made a goodbye post yesterday took it with no anti emetic, and although we can't be certain, it seems like they were able to CTB.
 
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itsallogrenow

itsallogrenow

At Peace
Jun 13, 2024
87
I'm in the UK and just tried to order it from an online company in the UK. I filled in the questionnaire enough to pass the answers but they said they will look at my GP record so I think it will be rejected once they see the notes as it will look suspicious and apparently shouldn't be used with antidepressants.

I'll update if it gets accepted
 
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eggsausagerice

eggsausagerice

last chance for cake!
Apr 21, 2025
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there have been posts about people taking sn with no antiemetics or using otc ones and dying successfully, so i think it's fine
 
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Kayla

Kayla

quetiapine <3
Dec 23, 2024
160
I took 7g of SN without AE or fasting. I suffered a cardiac arrest and wouldn't have survived without intense medical care.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Arcanist
Nov 12, 2025
495
I took 7g of SN without AE or fasting. I suffered a cardiac arrest and wouldn't have survived without intense medical care.
Would you mind sharing your experience?
 
Kayla

Kayla

quetiapine <3
Dec 23, 2024
160
Would you mind sharing your experience?

These are my medical notes from the attempt!! I took 7g, and I was throwing up, but the sn still worked. If I hadn't had medical intervention, I would have died. Sn is lethal even in "small" doses, and even if you throw it up
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Arcanist
Nov 12, 2025
495

These are my medical notes from the attempt!! I took 7g, and I was throwing up, but the sn still worked. If I hadn't had medical intervention, I would have died. Sn is lethal even in "small" doses, and even if you throw it up
Oh wow, Tysm 🙏.
 
Amarajoy

Amarajoy

Specialist
Sep 12, 2024
371
People have succeeded without AE, so I guess an OTC AE is better than nothing.
As the PPH states, the main ingredient is the SN, and used in the correct dosage, with propper fasting, etc.
What about no pain reliever? I made a separate post but it didn't get any responses yet. I don't tolerate a lot of meds including Tylenol and ibuprofen. I know the sn can be successful without just wondering about how much difference they might make if you have anything you can share?
 

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