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youremy

youremy

and we were bound by the city life
Jun 7, 2026
39
I frequently see people who want to use SN intending to rent a hotel room or apartment to CTB.

Im curious as to why being caught at such a location is never mentioned. Do you plan on taking your dose during the day or during the night? In my mind, both seem to carry a significant risk of alerting someone.

To understand what I'm referring to, just watch the video of the Asian guy or Asian girl who (apparently) used this method on gorecenter(dot)com. (if mentioning this website is not allowed on the forum, please inform me and I'll edit it out, but it's the only source I know). In the first case, intense vomiting. In the second - weeping.

If you start vomiting profusely someone will likely show up at your door. I've had the chance of vomiting hard on a school trip after a night out drinking, and the next day other people told be it could be heard LOUDLY on my floor, the floor above me and the floor below.

I've thought about this myself and even considered renting an entire holiday home/chalet. I even have the luxury of choosing from many in my area, being able to narrow my selection down to one that isn't side-by-side with other guests. But after some thought, this idea carries similar downsides. If it's side-by-side with other guests, someone might knock or complain. If it's secluded, if you had to check in with the owner, he might be suspicious as to why the one person renting an entire (small) home is vomiting after a few hours inside. The effect is compounded at night, as it's much louder then.

It would seem to me that choosing a place in the woods, somewhere far off any trial, in the late evening would be ideal.

Thoughts?
 
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uklad38

Experienced
Mar 27, 2026
209
I plan on doing this in a hotel room, I just thought it'd be better than home, and better than in my car in case I'm unsuccessful.

Shower on , tv up etc will be my method to make as much "normal" noise as possible.

I've never really thought of doing it out in the open or in the woods, just never appealed.
 
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ih34rty0u

"кажется, у меня не будет завтра"
Apr 16, 2024
124
i believe that many people don't care enough to actually go alert the staff. they usually want to avoid drama. it would have to be really persistent for them to take any action. i guess the vomiting and seizures associated with SN don't last that long.

i was thinking that Friday or Saturday night would be the best part of a week to carry it out, since it's pretty common for people to get drunk/high and make noise, even in hotel rooms. it would also be convenient if the hotel was located in an area that is generally loud at night.
 
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LostHighway

Member
May 5, 2025
72
I frequently see people who want to use SN intending to rent a hotel room or apartment to CTB.

Im curious as to why being caught at such a location is never mentioned. Do you plan on taking your dose during the day or during the night? In my mind, both seem to carry a significant risk of alerting someone.

To understand what I'm referring to, just watch the video of the Asian guy or Asian girl who (apparently) used this method on gorecenter(dot)com. (if mentioning this website is not allowed on the forum, please inform me and I'll edit it out, but it's the only source I know). In the first case, intense vomiting. In the second - weeping.

If you start vomiting profusely someone will likely show up at your door. I've had the chance of vomiting hard on a school trip after a night out drinking, and the next day other people told be it could be heard LOUDLY on my floor, the floor above me and the floor below.

I've thought about this myself and even considered renting an entire holiday home/chalet. I even have the luxury of choosing from many in my area, being able to narrow my selection down to one that isn't side-by-side with other guests. But after some thought, this idea carries similar downsides. If it's side-by-side with other guests, someone might knock or complain. If it's secluded, if you had to check in with the owner, he might be suspicious as to why the one person renting an entire (small) home is vomiting after a few hours inside. The effect is compounded at night, as it's much louder then.

It would seem to me that choosing a place in the woods, somewhere far off any trial, in the late evening would be ideal.

Thoughts?
It's not a pleasant death. That's why I want to go quietly with Fentanyl.
 
Rev346

Rev346

I’m here but will I still be next year?
Oct 23, 2023
175
A big concern is cleanup costs. If it's done in your house then you or your family will be responsible for cleanup, which is is very expensive because of biohazards and the method may contaminate the area (e.g. detergent suicide). By going to nature or a hotel they are avoiding that bill. The hotel would still have to pay but maybe the person is assuming that insurance will cover costs for the hotel?
 
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idontknowwhatiam

Arcanist
Sep 10, 2025
444
A big concern is cleanup costs. If it's done in your house then you or your family will be responsible for cleanup, which is is very expensive because of biohazards and the method may contaminate the area (e.g. detergent suicide). By going to nature or a hotel they are avoiding that bill. The hotel would still have to pay but maybe the person is assuming that insurance will cover costs for the hotel?
I'm assuming that they hotel would sue the deceased's estate for the cost of the "cleanup". They're simply not going to eat that cost
 

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