LoveandCerulean
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- Aug 31, 2024
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There was a video of a girl from China I believe (?) who successfully CBT with SN. I was wondering if any kind had a link to it or at least another successful completion. Thank you in advance!
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- Jul 22, 2024
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Macedonian1987
Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
- Oct 22, 2025
- 1,053
Here is a direct video link to the video you requested:
It always saddens me when I see young people suffering so much that they are forced to ctb
The Dead Line
Spit On My Grave
- Apr 7, 2026
- 59
Was she unconscious the second of the video? Because her eyes still movingHere is a direct video link to the video you requested:
It always saddens me when I see young people suffering so much that they are forced to ctb
I don't think it was a peaceful death at all. She was moving around a lot like she was suffering from something. The second half of the video was painful to watch and I am not sure if she was unconscious or not but for sure wasn't peaceful. Dam it holy crapLast edited:Hypoxia paralyzes so they may well have been aware and in pain. So with SN dosed correctly it's 40 minutes of confusion and pain. That's the trade. Not really any better than the common methods.Jesus this seems so much worse than hanging, hanging seems so peaceful when they go unconscious quickly in comparison to throwing up and suffering for several minutes. Does anyone know any videos of Phenobarbitone?
The Dead Line
Spit On My Grave
- Apr 7, 2026
- 59
bpdscared9
scared kitty
- Apr 21, 2026
- 116
Well, they always mentioned how troublesome is for the next 4 hours after the dosage even if you try to hold the puke with the antiemetics, I never considered the SN is a peaceful method, after all, it's a poison. Some people mentioned the burning stomach and throat minutes after, so I don't really think it's peaceful at all.
Macedonian1987
Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
- Oct 22, 2025
- 1,053
People who survived SN attempts on this forum say that once when the eyes start having that thousand mile stare like that girl had in the video with her eyes opening very wide. At this stage the person's consciousness is already gone, because the brain is severely starved of oxygen. The person dying from SN does not feel nor remember having that thousand mile stare or the convulsions that appear after the eyes are closing.Similar threads
