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wishingonstars

wishingonstars

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Aug 6, 2025
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The SN I ordered was legit but I got an email shortly afterwards stating my order was canceled because they do not ship to residential addresses. I think if the time comes I will just have to go with the night night method and hope it works so I don't end up with permanent brain damage. I wish it was easier to access, I think ID should be required to buy so that minors don't have access but if suicide is legal in the US why should they have the right to deny an adult a legal chemical that will be used for legal purposes it's stupid.
 
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wham311

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The SN I ordered was legit but I got an email shortly afterwards stating my order was canceled because they do not ship to residential addresses. I think if the time comes I will just have to go with the night night method and hope it works so I don't end up with permanent brain damage. I wish it was easier to access, I think ID should be required to buy so that minors don't have access but if suicide is legal in the US why should they have the right to deny an adult a legal chemical that will be used for legal purposes it's stupid.
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KillingPain267

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SN has its ups and downs. It's the best compromise between less goriness, less pain and higher availability and reliability we have at this current point. But no method is perfect, just like death itself is more or less a scary process, even for old people. Studies show 80% of the old dying of "natural" causes do so in a long drawn out painful disoriented process. Only few are lucky to die in their sleep of sudden fast cardiac arrest or get hit in the brainstem by some freak accident, execution or suicide with the right tools (often guns).
 
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wishingonstars

wishingonstars

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SN has its ups and downs. It's the best compromise between less goriness, less pain and higher availability and reliability we have at this current point. But no method is perfect, just like death itself is more or less a scary process, even for old people. Studies show 80% of the old dying of "natural" causes do so in a long drawn out painful disoriented process. Only few are lucky to die in their sleep of sudden fast cardiac arrest or get hit in the brainstem by some freak accident, execution or suicide with the right tools (often guns).
Oh absolutely, SN would be my method of choice if I knew how to access it. I wish I had run across this method 5 years ago when it seems it was still flying under the radar as a method at least to the general public. But yes I suppose that is true, there is nothing besides N maybe that guaranties a painless and non-gory death as far as suicides go. I hope if I make it to old age and start deteriorating it's at a time when assisted suicide is more accessible so I can go out with dignity. I've had enough pain in life I don't need more in dying.
 
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wham311

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News breaks about your business killing people. Potential legal liability etc. most people also just have a problem helping people kill themselves, they'd never forgive themselves.

My mom retired after 50 years because someone did a fraudulent loan on her watch, this would fry her brain
 
wishingonstars

wishingonstars

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Aug 6, 2025
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News breaks about your business killing people. Potential legal liability etc. most people also just have a problem helping people kill themselves, they'd never forgive themselves.

My mom retired after 50 years because someone did a fraudulent loan on her watch, this would fry her brain
Oh yeah, that's true. I can't believe I hadn't really thought of it from that perspective but that makes a lot of sense. I guess in my mind anything purchased can then be used for whatever the consumer decides, a gun could easily be used for murder but that doesn't stop them being easy to buy in the US. I suppose that a substance that has little use to the average individual besides as a suicide method is a bit different though. My mind is so fuzzy these days that putting two and two together is beyond me more often than I'd like to admit.
 
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rekt

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Jul 31, 2025
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The SN I ordered was legit but I got an email shortly afterwards stating my order was canceled because they do not ship to residential addresses. I think if the time comes I will just have to go with the night night method and hope it works so I don't end up with permanent brain damage. I wish it was easier to access, I think ID should be required to buy so that minors don't have access but if suicide is legal in the US why should they have the right to deny an adult a legal chemical that will be used for legal purposes it's stupid.

Did you order from SD?
 
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fedup1982

Student
Jul 17, 2025
191
I managed to get a little bit of SN but I've been saving it. I haven't used it cos I'm worried what is meant by "difficulty breathing" and how that would feel for 30 drawn out minutes potentially but also I'm too attached to it in case there comes a time when it seems the best option regardless of difficulty breathing.

I just hope one day within my lifetime euthanasia is legalised in the UK, as I get older and older the chances of me being in unbearable suffering just gets higher and higher
 
wishingonstars

wishingonstars

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Aug 6, 2025
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Did you order from SD?
I did not, after a quick search I think I found what you are referring to as SD, I have heard people having trouble with SN ordered from outside the US passing through customs (if it is indeed the source I believe you are referring to), if anyone has successfully received SN from SD I'd be interested to know. I ordered it from a lab supplier company that sells chemicals and lab equipment, I don't want to name it since it's against the rules but it was one of the first results that came up when I searched on google. I imagine it could be a good source if someone was able to somehow ship it to a commercial address or fake one, I have no idea how to go about doing that personally otherwise I would.
 
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