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Sadness92

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Feb 6, 2026
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Hi, how to overcome si when taking sn?
 
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Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
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I plan to overcome it with a hefty does of Xanax (but not too hefty because I don't want to fall a sleep mid protocol)
 
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Yogih212

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Feb 3, 2026
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I think SI is healthy, I genuinely think at this point, if you have no SI with a method, it might be your time to go, if you still have really strong SI, you probably should wait a bit and live life a bit more? Does that make sense? Idk if it does, but that is how I feel right now, I can't CBT just yet.

I got SN and I feel I could chug it back right now with how not so good I feel, but now is not the time, I need to patiently wait this illness out, before I can justify taking that stuff and need to spend more time with family too. Man Idk I'm just venting like living a double life knowing I am terminal, but not ending it waiting for something to change when nothing changes lol.
 
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