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peewee

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i keep seeing stuff which scares me , especially stuff about people choking/gasping for air. i saw someone say they read reports saying you would feel like you are suffocating no matter how much you breathe. severe pain too. idk the suffocating scares me most, is there a reason this happens for some, is it common
 
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i keep seeing stuff which scares me , especially stuff about people choking/gasping for air. i saw someone say they read reports saying you would feel like you are suffocating no matter how much you breathe. severe pain too. idk the suffocating scares me most, is there a reason this happens for some, is it common
Its because SN turns your red blood into brown sludge, making it useless for carrying oxygen, which sets off the body alarm system (chemoreceptors) giving you the suffocating feeling for 10-30 until you pass out and die.
 
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idiotmother

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Mar 21, 2025
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You should look up "Sn goodbye" in the search bar and see what comes up. Also look up "Athiestjoe" "platoscavedweller" and "maynoname."
 
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You should look up "Sn goodbye" in the search bar and see what comes up. Also look up "Athiestjoe" "platoscavedweller" and "maynoname."
Good evening. I had read about Athiestjoe but had not seen "platoscavedweller" and "maynoname" thank you for sharing them. I noticed that all had vomited and still successfully CTB.

Since tachycardia is common I imagine that rapid heart rate and breathlessness are linked to bodily response to the toxin. SN might be peaceful, but I don't believe it is comfortable. Nor does every person get every symptom.
 
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BradGuy123

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Its because SN turns your red blood into brown sludge, making it useless for carrying oxygen, which sets off the body alarm system (chemoreceptors) giving you the suffocating feeling for 10-30 until you pass out and die.
This is really frightening. I am not thinking of CTB now. I joined this site to do research in case I ever have to do it. SN sounded like an easy way to go. But having a suffocating feeling for half a minute would feel like an eternity. It would be horrible to have that feeling of panic. After reading some of the posts here, I don't think there is an easy, pain free, peaceful way to go. Someone please correct me if I'm wrong.
 
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kurgan

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This is really frightening. I am not thinking of CTB now. I joined this site to do research in case I ever have to do it. SN sounded like an easy way to go. But having a suffocating feeling for half a minute would feel like an eternity. It would be horrible to have that feeling of panic. After reading some of the posts here, I don't think there is an easy, pain free, peaceful way to go. Someone please correct me if I'm wrong.
Closest to pain free is carbon monoxide, CO itself is invisible to chemoreceptors.
They only notice the problem seconds or minutes before death, when you've already stopped breathing. By that point you're unconscious anyway. Another method closest to pain free and worth looking into is inert gases.
 
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idiotmother

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Mar 21, 2025
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Good evening. I had read about Athiestjoe but had not seen "platoscavedweller" and "maynoname" thank you for sharing them. I noticed that all had vomited and still successfully CTB.

Since tachycardia is common I imagine that rapid heart rate and breathlessness are linked to bodily response to the toxin. SN might be peaceful, but I don't believe it is comfortable. Nor does every person get every symptom.
You're welcome, they are good examples and it doesn't seem like they suffocated or struggled too much.
 

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