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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
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Protocol on 1 day because in 2 days I deflate....

This is my protocol sn on. 1day because on 2 days I get tired at the beginning of the 2nd day

I support meto i have already tried it..

D-Day:

-Meto 10 mg morning 8h morning medication and my usual treatment: 150 mg sertraline + 400 mg carbamazepine + 10 mg diazepam

I finish eating around 1:15 pm (last family lunch, I will try not to overeat).

-Meto 10 mg 16h

I drink very little water at noon.

Do not eat or drink between 1:15 and 11:15...fast of 10 h

No medication at night.

23h: 1000mg painkiller

-23:15 Meto 3*10 mg

-23:40 3*10 mg of diazepam I take with a little water... I have a resistance to diazepam that I have been taking for 2, 3 years every day 10 mg morning and 10 mg evening....

-Preparation of 3 glasses between 23:45 and 24:05 (midnight 5) it takes 20 min time to weigh, prepare the 3 glasses and mix well...

-sn 25 g (weighed on scale) then mixed in 50 ml of water... water measured with a pitcher. if it is not high enough I add 20 ml of water
I would have made 3 drinks...

24 h 05: 200 mg of propranolol permed for 2 years but I only have that with a little water (5 tablets of 40 mg) I swallow with a little water.

Sn not tested but comes from Portugal and people died with it. Sn received last November but marked May 2025 on the packaging

midnight 15: drink the first glass

- Mouthwash to remove the taste after

- I lie on my side.

- If I vomit, I drink the 2nd glass again and if I see again, I drink the 3rd.

I will be alone at least from 12:15 to 10:15... 10:00 only minimum.

No need for antacids. I read what Nitzschke said.


Are you okay?

I read Stan and Vizzy

Thank you very much,

Are you okay?
 
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I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
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UnrulyNightmare

UnrulyNightmare

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Jul 3, 2024
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I have nothing useful to add.
Just wanted say I am sorry to see you go and I'm sorry you're in this much pain ❤️🫂
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,450
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
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DOHARDTHINGS24

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Apr 30, 2024
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2025 pph (the little bit that I've read) suggests sitting semi-upright, like in an armchair, preferably undisturbed for more than 24 hours. I'm not good at protocols, haven't finished my own (after all this time - still not sure on benzo amount & timing etc), but hope that helps. Best of luck.
 
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cowboypants

cowboypants

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May 7, 2024
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You might pass out from the benzo if you take that much before SN. It's recommended to take it with SN or after

And the propranolol you can take it with antiemetics as per latest pph. The rest seems fine
 
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I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
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Thanks
Je ne pense pas que 30 mg de diazépam me feront perdre connaissance. J'en prends déjà 10 mg le matin et 10 mg le soir. J'ai essayé 30 mg une fois, mais ça ne m'a pas fait perdre connaissance. J'ai beaucoup plus peur des effets du propranolol, que je n'ai jamais pris. C'est pourquoi je ne le prends pas avec du méthotrexate, de peur de m'évanouir. De plus, il est périmé, et j'ai lu que Philippe Nitschke avait dit que ça n'en valait pas la peine. Je serai seul pendant au moins 9 heures, et probablement 12 heures… ce qui devrait suffire.
 
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CeeR

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May 11, 2025
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I'm exploring different protocols.
 
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I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
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And?
Other advices?
 
anonymous2025

anonymous2025

Still preparing to 🚍. 🌈
Apr 9, 2025
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Sorry for the late reply but yes, it's better not to taste it, also some have used a straw.
 
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Others advices??? Please
 

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