Is it very common for people to panic after taking SN? Like asking for help or calling family. I thought after taking it, I might get unconscious right away so there isn't time to panic. Is it not the case?
misatosdiary
everything and nothing at once
- Jun 28, 2024
- 53
I honestly think panic is normal, I panicked a lot after my attempt too. I would rather say tho that I was scared of what was going to happen.
Time to unconsciousness is minimum 10-15 minutes.
Did you find a way to overcome your fear to Ctb? Also, did you feel the shortness of breath? I am afraid that when I can't breath anymore, I will freak out. What saved you from Ctb after panicking in your attempt? What would you do differently next time?
misatosdiary
everything and nothing at once
- Jun 28, 2024
- 53
I was in public at that time. I dont know how I managed to breathe but I remember nearly crying and just being very scared. What saved me; nothing, I just didnt take enough (i tried to od but not using sn). No, I havent overcome my fear to ctb, but next time I'll just drink before I do it. What would I do differently next time; I would take more pills and tell myself its okay. Do u have any other ideas? :)
Imo, the only way is sheer willpower to ctb. Your uncertainty over your decision is the major thing that can get in the way.
Minsu
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- Jan 17, 2023
- 552
I'll try to repeat myself in my head that my pain is going to end soon so I have to stand.. hope that would work for me
