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tidal1

tidal1

Member
Oct 30, 2023
74
Lmao excuse the all caps in the title, I'm just so excited I can barely contain myself.

I've been collecting the other meds in the meantime as well, and my parents are gonna be out of town next week, so I'll have the house to myself:)

I'm pretty sure the SN is legit just from what I've seen around here. It feels good knowing that I might get my Christmas wish after all!

I'm so ready for the suffering and pain to be over.

Thanks to the folks on here. Y'all have helped so much, and I feel very grateful.
 
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Rhizomorph1

Rhizomorph1

Psychology (B.A.) & Substance Use Researcher
Oct 24, 2023
652
Happy for you! I remember that feeling a few weeks back

*Huge sigh of relief*

Will you be posting a goodbye thread next week? Il look out for it if so

Hope you can find peace in living or dying ❤️
-Rhizo
 
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knux

knux

Member
Nov 11, 2020
45
I'm jealous. Where did you get your SN from?
 
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StaringIntoAnAbyss

StaringIntoAnAbyss

Is it all just a quantum dream ?
Aug 23, 2023
82
I wish you find peace In your choice ❤️
 
tidal1

tidal1

Member
Oct 30, 2023
74
Happy for you! I remember that feeling a few weeks back

*Huge sigh of relief*

Will you be posting a goodbye thread next week? Il look out for it if so

Hope you can find peace in living or dying ❤️
-Rhizo
Hi Rhizo!

Yes I do intend on posting a goodbye thread next week assuming SI doesn't get in the way of the attempt.

Thank you, and I hope the same for you!
 
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Oublivien

Member
Feb 20, 2023
17
Before you go, would you be willing to sell your entire story
 
MyLuckyStars

MyLuckyStars

Funeral Crasher
Dec 13, 2023
68
Glad it came through! I'm new here so I don't know you or your story yet, but I'm happy for you all the same. I do think you should post a goodbye thread when the time comes, so at least us forum people can know a bit about your struggle and remember you without judgement. There's no way to know if everybody here would get along in person, but as things are I like to think we're a united front that cares about each other more or less unconditionally.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
45,345
I understand why you'd feel so relieved to have access to SN, I hope that you find freedom from all suffering.
 

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