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just_a_girl

just_a_girl

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Feb 13, 2026
18
I've spent the past day searching for dsl and I've used every key word imaginable. I can't decode the hints around here. I have no idea what to do. I just SN. I need a way out. I feel unable to do anything at all until I find it. Using Y and set it to what I believe to be the correct country just in case that helps
 
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Kayla

Kayla

quetiapine <3
Dec 23, 2024
217
Just keep searching. Loads of people here have found dsl using hints and clues on here, myself included. We can't just spoon-feed you the source.
 
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just_a_girl

just_a_girl

Member
Feb 13, 2026
18
I'll keep going. I'm lucky I can spend as much time as I am right now in searching for it. Just feel like it's showing the same results
 
just_a_girl

just_a_girl

Member
Feb 13, 2026
18
Yay I found it :)
 
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itsallogrenow

itsallogrenow

At Peace
Jun 13, 2024
119
Was it the Chinese site? I actually heard that there is MORE THAN ONE VERSION OF THE SITE?!?! :(. 😭😭😭😭. :(.
No the Chinese site is the wrong one I'm afraid. The website doesn't contain 'DSL' as a string of characters
 
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Neo-UnplugMeNow

Neo-UnplugMeNow

Member
Feb 19, 2026
17
You'll know when you found it ---> [🐱🐶]

For those having troubles finding it, this thread might help you find your way.
 
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Honeybee

Honeybee

God's Favourite 🤍 they/them
Feb 14, 2026
13
genuinely the most jarring homepage i've seen in my life

I saw someone say "You'll know it when you see it" and I was so sure I found the wrong website instead 😭
 
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SentientCreature

SentientCreature

Student
Mar 16, 2021
100
I've asked this before but does anyone know who this guy actually is? He's operating illegally, he even had nembutal listed on his website at some point. What's his source?
 
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thelostautistic

Student
Jul 31, 2025
121
I've asked this before but does anyone know who this guy actually is? He's operating illegally, he even had nembutal listed on his website at some point. What's his source?
I don't know what his source is but I know his name. He sent me an email from what I believe is his personal email address.
 
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Box

Box

Member
Mar 5, 2025
63
I've asked this before but does anyone know who this guy actually is? He's operating illegally, he even had nembutal listed on his website at some point. What's his source?
it's not a secret. everyone knows his real name, his real name is on the site and he has been on the news. he claims he gets it from BASF
 
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SentientCreature

SentientCreature

Student
Mar 16, 2021
100
it's not a secret. everyone knows his real name, his real name is on the site and he has been on the news. he claims he gets it from BASF
Yeah, I guess I'm just wondering how he's still doing it now that he's so infamous and the controls around SN are so strict.

I just googled his name and even in my country(a small insignificant European country) he was on the news in 2024.
 
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Box

Member
Mar 5, 2025
63
Yeah, I guess I'm just wondering how he's still doing it now that he's so infamous and the controls around SN are so strict.
well he's living in ukraine, laws might be different there + the ukrainian government probably has better things to do atm
sn is not like heroin, it can and is sold for very legit reasons all the time, in most countries it's legal to buy for companies. i think that's why he can just keep doing what he's doing atm, if he was in the UK or USA he would have been arrested years ago
 
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SweetMemories

Member
Dec 30, 2025
56
i hate that my tinnitus forbids me to concentrate. i think i will not find it
 
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just_a_girl

just_a_girl

Member
Feb 13, 2026
18
No the Chinese site is the wrong one I'm afraid. The website doesn't contain 'DSL' as a string of characters
Yeah it wasn't the Chinese site. Sorry
genuinely the most jarring homepage i've seen in my life
It was like the strangest relief of my life. I was excited to find it and soooo tired from searching and then so weirded out by the site lmao
 
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Bat12

Bat12

Student
Mar 2, 2024
139
I've asked this before but does anyone know who this guy actually is? He's operating illegally, he even had nembutal listed on his website at some point. What's his source?
There's not been N, but there has been stuff sold off site, clearly to be used to CTB.
 

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