Well, it seems to sound not bad. Your protocol with double capsules and morphine, but I do not know enough to say for sure whether it will work or not. It might be better, or it might be worse than the standard protocol. Considering that there are not many cases where people have done this, I would probably not take the risk and would use the standard protocol.
Taking sodium nitrite without enteric coating is far from being peaceful. So I wanna be unconscious when it starts actin.
Regarding the fact that you do not consider this peaceful, well, it depends on how you look at it. It is very peaceful compared to a jump where a person remains alive but dies within hours from injuries. But it is not as peaceful as N in the video where euthanasia or AS is performed. You have probably seen those 3 videos from China, and as I understand, in the Chinese version of the method 50 g of sn is used in a larger amount of water. Two of the worst videos clearly showed more than 50 ml being drunk. Chatgpt says that in China meto is only available by prescription, although it can easily be wrong on this topic, and it might be possible to buy it in a small pharmacy, I do not know. And in the video where it was relatively peaceful, there was about 50 ml. I think if it were not a peaceful method, it would not be mentioned in ppeh. Also keep in mind that CTB almost always looks worse from the outside.
Also, I've thinking about sealing my mouth with silver tape in order to physically block vomiting shall it occurs (
) What you guys think? There's a small chance of bronchoaspiration. but I'll be in coma so I don't really care.
I think this is not going to work in principle. :D But if you think it might work, try putting water in your mouth, sealing it, and then see how long it stays there while applying a little effort to push the water out.
Also I still need volunteers for recording my last act via video chat and then posting it here. Any recommendations of livestreaming services?
I think you should make a separate post and bump it every few days if you cannot find it immediately.
I thought it might be possible to do a stream on standard streaming platforms, but only without video, audio only. This way you can avoid traumatizing an accidental viewer, and it would be enough to understand how the process goes. Although, probably this is a bad idea.
If you are doing this at home, or if you have a laptop, it is probably possible to do it like one of the users on this forum, who recorded himself on video, and it somehow got uploaded to Google Drive. And he made a post with a 5-day delay that included a link to the video. But you need to figure out how to do this, and it probably requires skills of this kind :/