SN and urges?

[nooppop2]

So I ordered SN finally, I was just wondering if the people on here who received it too, had urges to take it earlier than intended? I plan to at least live until July but sometimes I get random urges to end my life where I don't care about living till then.

 

[Big_Eal]

I also ordered my SN today . I dont have an specific date either , i couldnt find benzos , so its just gonna be SN , anti... and propanolol

 

[nooppop2]

I also ordered my SN today . I dont have an specific date either , i couldnt find benzos , so its just gonna be SN , anti... and propanolol

I got propranolol too and I can get benzos

 

[BeijaFlor]

yeah, i get that... i think that, its all about the "calling", the "moment"... weather it be now, before or later... just follow your intuition.
spirited away, as you are... im sure you have magic within you

 

[Halfhourdays]

Probably everyone else who has SN is struggling with urges. I know I would be.