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Lifeisbutadream777

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Feb 16, 2020
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In the hotel after putting it off for weeks....not sure if ill do it... but feeling calm so far.
Ive got meto..been doing 48hr ...got painkillers and just bought milk of magnesia...dont seem real yet
 
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Jan 30, 2020
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Hello mate you know that we are here to support you. You don't have to do it if you have any doubts. You could PM me anytime.
I'm from the UK as well.
 
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You don't need to do this in hurry. If you are not sure, you can always backout. We are here for you whatever choice you make... if you decide to do this.. I wish u peaceful journey.
I am also planning my last journey in a month.
My heart is beating like crazy... I don't know whether i am excited or scared....
 
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Jan 21, 2020
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Hey luv..we r here for u..plz take ur time if ur having doubts..:heart:
 
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Lifeisbutadream777

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I dont feel much of anything yet but i imagine as it gets closer ill get anxious..
I havent been suicidal long ..only since november but it just seems so right.
Mayb my calmness comes from being detached ...or mayb cos i know i will back out
 
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Lostandfound7

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Jan 21, 2020
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I dont feel much of anything yet but i imagine as it gets closer ill get anxious..
I havent been suicidal long ..only since november but it just seems so right.
Mayb my calmness comes from being detached ...or mayb cos i know i will back out
No shame in backing out bro..it's OK.. we're here for u
 
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Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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I dont feel much of anything yet but i imagine as it gets closer ill get anxious..
I havent been suicidal long ..only since november but it just seems so right.
Mayb my calmness comes from being detached ...or mayb cos i know i will back out
I'm not trying to stop you. Do you want to talk about what brought you to this point... you have only been feeling this way for 3 months.
 
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Jan 21, 2020
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I'm not trying to stop you. Do you want to talk about what brought you to this point... you have only been feeling this way for 3 months.
Was thinking the same...
 
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Lifeisbutadream777

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Feb 16, 2020
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Well... it seems i had high opinions of myself and unrealistic goals...when in fact it was delusional thinking... i have no decent pension ...no home..no close friends..no close family really..and cant communicate ...and a dead end job.
I think seeing my dad at deaths door has made me not want to go that way...he his 96 but in nappies and being spoonfed..
Just seems easier all round...
 
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Lifeisbutadream777

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Feb 16, 2020
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Well did all the other steps.. primperan...painkillers..antacid...sn measured out...seems so easy to just neck the drink but i guess i can wait...
In fact not only wait ..but get more positive and goddam live!!! Or mayb not...i will decide within the hour
 
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Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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Well... it seems i had high opinions of myself and unrealistic goals...when in fact it was delusional thinking... i have no decent pension ...no home..no close friends..no close family really..and cant communicate ...and a dead end job.
I think seeing my dad at deaths door has made me not want to go that way...he his 96 but in nappies and being spoonfed..
Just seems easier all round...
We aren't trying to stop you. What goals do you have that are unrealistic? You want to be a member of the royal family? You are paralyzed and want to run a marathon?

As far as family and friends.. you have us. We care about you and we understand.:heart:
 
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