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Qua

Qua

there's no turning back now
Apr 30, 2023
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Today I got done nose piercing I've wanted for a long long time but somehow I don't feel anything about it. No emotions, no happiness, no excitement. I can't tell if I like the way it looks or if I hate it. I feel like I just can't be happy for some reason, no matter what happens.
It's not the first time when something good happens to me and I just can't enjoy it but it's so weird
 
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The anhedonic one

The anhedonic one

Dead inside
May 20, 2023
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Maybe you are suffering from Anhedonia.
Anhedonia steals away your ability to feel pleasure, excitement etc.
So sorry you are going through this.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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No emotions, no happiness, no excitement. I don't have them either most of the time. I know how that feels. You are not alone.
 
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Dead inside
May 20, 2023
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No emotions, no happiness, no excitement. I don't have them either most of the time. I know how that feels. You are not alone.
Yes, it feels like you are a living dead man. A walking talking corpse.
 
mypersonalhell

mypersonalhell

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Mar 15, 2023
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Was this always the case or did it happen recently?
 
Qua

Qua

there's no turning back now
Apr 30, 2023
77
Was this always the case or did it happen recently?
I don't remember the last time i truly felt happiness. I talked about it more deeply with my therapist and she said i might have "emotional dyssociacion"
 

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