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SadCryingBunny

SadCryingBunny

Experienced
Apr 10, 2025
234
I slept last night for the first time with the exit bag on but very loose and open so I wouldn't accidentally die in my sleep due to co2 build up. I put it on right before I went to sleep and damn I was unconscious quick because I was very tired. I woke up with it still on a hour later, removed it because it was uncomfortable and shifted my body. I am psychologically preparing to ctb by getting accustomed to sleeping with a bag over me. I knew that I could die in my sleep there if I didn't let enough air in and the thought didn't scare me, I was ready to go right there comfortably. However the thought of getting cut open in the autopsy is what put me off. When I find a far away ctb location, I will go. I am certain with an overdose of sleeping pills and Benzos, I'll be able to ctb with this method via nitrogen or maybe even without it by just inhaling the build up of carbon dioxide. I'll be free soon. I am so tired of this life.
 
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madameviolette

madameviolette

Another Big Pharma victim
Oct 9, 2025
524
Why does the thought of getting autopsied put you off ?

Genuinely curious. I mean since you'd be dead anyway. But now that I think about it I wouldn't want to be cut either 🤔
 
SadCryingBunny

SadCryingBunny

Experienced
Apr 10, 2025
234
Why does the thought of getting autopsied put you off ?

Genuinely curious. I mean since you'd be dead anyway. But now that I think about it I wouldn't want to be cut either 🤔
I'm tired of explaining. It's horrifying & dignity. I want opinions if it would be possible to ctb via exit bag by just breathing in my exhaled breath.
 
madameviolette

madameviolette

Another Big Pharma victim
Oct 9, 2025
524
I'm tired of explaining. It's horrifying & dignity. I want opinions if it would be possible to ctb via exit bag by just breathing in my exhaled breath.
You'll wake up from the lack of air. Your body will fight. CO2 effects are worse than nitrogen which you already tried if I remember correctly and didn't like
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Mage
Nov 12, 2025
510
I'm tired of explaining. It's horrifying & dignity. I want opinions if it would be possible to ctb via exit bag by just breathing in my exhaled breath.
Breathing in your exhaled breath is what causes feelings of suffocation. The whole point of the nitrogen is that it prevents that.
 
SadCryingBunny

SadCryingBunny

Experienced
Apr 10, 2025
234
You'll wake up from the lack of air. Your body will fight. CO2 effects are worse than nitrogen which you already tried if I remember correctly and didn't like
Damn, so even with overdose on sleeping pills I will still wake up? So with nitrogen it is guaranteed not to wake up? Please confirm.
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You'll wake up from the lack of air. Your body will fight. CO2 effects are worse than nitrogen which you already tried if I remember correctly and didn't like
We'll chat gpt has been pretty accurate in personal experience. It's saying with heavy overdose on sleeping pills, I won't wake up when breathing my own exhale. I just want to make sure I absolutely don't wake up. I'll add the nitrogen in as a back up at a flow rate of 20 - 30L a minute. I want to go guys. I'm really happy that I found a way to sleep and rest forever. Please help me.
 

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