Venting short and uneventful life

[deadlemonade]

i'm quite young and i've been thinking about suicide a lot more recently but also i realize that my life has been so boring. i haven't done anything exciting. never drank alcohol some drugs had sex had a girlfriend or anything i'd like to do atleast one of those before i die. and i don't have any friends at all because i isolate myself and haven't spoken to anyone besides my family for like 6+ months. i've been thinking of just running away buying some drugs with whatever money i have saved then after all my money is gone, i just kill myself .