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HighwayToHell

HighwayToHell

Member
Jan 29, 2020
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I don't know how to word this properly.

I said once that people were worthless aside from my best friend.

But there's this discord server I've frequented for a good year and a half. I get along well with the people there and made loads of friends.
It's been my escape for the past year and half, loads of great memories of hanging out, making memes and joking in group chats. So much nostalgia.
I'm sad at imagining how they'll react when I go.
My best friend has talked to me about Sui before and said it was my decision.

But this means getting someone to tell those on the server that I'm gone. Which will ultimately be my best friend which is extra stress on him.

I feel like shit now.
 
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faust

faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
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I think, at the very end of farewell it would be much better to remember what's good was happening to you, recall maybe even silly moments. Memories should embrace you, not regrets. You can even make a long call so that it would not be a short goodbye with words untold and feelings unexpressed. Try to make it like you are watching an old photo album. Well, at least I would like it to be something similar when I CTB.
 

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