Venting selfish

[interna]

does anyone else know how much their death will affect friends & family but don't care enough to not do it?
of course i care about my loved ones. i just can't keep going on anymore. and i feel like whatever happens happens. i will be dead anyway

 

[Feldsparc]

My husband loved me and I took his love for granted. Didn't even think of his pain while having an affair. And he forgave me thrice before.. I'm the worst piece of shit in the world. He gave me everything...and I mean everything. Love, companionship, respect, and in return I gave him nothing... didn't even love him properly. Then went and had an affair with his own nephew. What is wrong with me. I think I'm a psychopath. I don't deserve to die. I deserve to live a long unhappy life

 

[6486159051]

I like most of my family members but everyone's too busy to care about anyone else. We're all emotionally distant. My dad even explicitly said that everything's more harmonious when everyone's living in their own world doing their own thing.