I am curious about any methods of suppressing such a fundamental instinct. I am currently determined in my intention to ctb. But i can't trust myself to be this way until the very end. I am aware that often our instincts can prevent us from CTB so i think i need to counteract against this somehow. I assume the most available method would be substance ingestion. But i am not sure which one would be the most effective at achieving the desired lack of self preservation.
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