Self-Harm

[lost.ghost]

I used to go outside and hit myself with sticks and rocks. Now I buy those blades you find in box cutters, trying to get something more sharp somewhere. I would use shaving razors which hurt like hell. My reason for self harm is to punish myself for being such a bad person, if that makes sense

It also gives me such a sense of euphoria, it's that Adrenalin rush. It's so addicting. I feel really good when I cut myself but the problem is how fucking addicting it is

 

[Othermind]

Yep, I scratch my thumbs until they bleed and cut myself with a knife. My spot of choice is just below the hip as it's the least visible on your body, you'd have to be completely naked for someone to notice the scars.
I've had to get stitches once, almost got thrown in a psych ward, too. It's just one of the few ways I have to cope with my dirty conscience, and, following an accident, it stung more than usual that day.
Now I'm thinking of buying a knife specifically for SH (also because I like them as objects) but safety razor blades might be cheaper and better performing, I don't know.

 

[newdawnfades]

I have about 18 cigarette burns, 12 under my right forearm and 6 scattered around my torso. I just added the 18th one the other night.