SCREAM INTO THE VOID (an open thread to say anything you feel)

[MyShadow]

If there's something that you can't say in the "real world" feel free to say it here.
If there's something that you feel inside but can't express it, don't hesitate to say it here.
If someone isn't listening, say what you're feeling here.
Context doesn't matter.
Just say it.

 

[traingirl]

I'm so fucking mad that dying is so hard when I was a teenager and experiencing suicidal thoughts I thought it was easy as popping pills and sleeping I'm so angry it has to be this hard I would just love to drink N in the comfort of my home and peacefully pass away it takes so much willpower time planning and effort to get dying right and it's so frustrating

 

[kitkat9234]

I wish someone would just end me already.

 

[LittleSunshine]

Echo, Echo

Hopefully one day the pharmaceutical industry and everyone involved in it will be exposed. Your bunch of evil, malicious motherf*ckers. I hope you all rot in hell and that your soulless bodies will get .. for eternity.

Alright, that was a relief.

 

[traingirl]

Echo, Echo

Hopefully one day the pharmaceutical industry and everyone involved in it will be exposed. Your bunch of evil, malicious motherf*ckers. I'll hope you all rot in hell and that your soulless bodies will get .. for eternity.

Alright, that was a relief.

Second this one. Fuck this evil scumbags that ruin lives.

 

[somebodyfromeast]

Please, let this all end. I can't take it anymore. I just can't.

 

[FuneralCry]

That all I look forward to is non-existence and that for me non-existence is all that's positive, I'd never wish for this cruel, dreadful and torturous existence rather all I want is some peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this existence I always saw as a mistake, to me existence truly is an abomination and it's one that just causes endless amounts of harm and suffering, for me non-existence truly is all that's desirable.

 

[somebodyfromeast]

That all I look forward to is non-existence and that for me non-existence is all that's positive, I'd never wish for this cruel, dreadful and torturous existence rather all I want is some peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this existence I always saw as a mistake, to me existence truly is an abomination and it's one that just causes endless amounts of harm and suffering, for me non-existence truly is all that's desirable.

I read an article about a student in my country who committed CTB. He left a note that said, "Finally free." These words are stuck in my head.
When will we finally be free?...

 

[softtodie]

I don't want to continue suffering such a miserable experience I wish I had ctb while ill could now I'm sitting here debating my options it seems like my wish for a painless death cannot be granted anymore due to more and more restrictions in my country so now I need to pluck up the courage do something that will hurt a whole lot more this life is a scam I wish to be free from I wish people could see how cruel it is to keep people suffering and for what? advocating for mental health awareness when there is no help available I've tried and tried and now I'm ready to give up

 

[MyShadow]

I appreciate SanSu for allowing us to express ourselves without fear of judgement

 

[Liebestod]

Unfortunately I know that when I die the world will not end, all I want is for life to permanently end so there is no chance of anything or suffering. I know reincarnation isn't real and that death is oblivion but I've been disassociating lately and am questioning streams of consciousness. I'm questioning myself and the fact that life will not end when I die. I think that's horrible even though things will end for me everything will still be going on. I know it's solipsistic as hell but I don't care.