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Unattainable666

Unattainable666

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2023
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I want to apologize for my posts yesterday. I took a shitload of pills and quite honestly believed I was dying. I was afraid but realized that's what i really wanted and there was no need to be afraid. I must have passed out. Sadly, I didn't die. but now I know how I'll react when I try again. the mind seems to take over and wants you to live. I can't see very well, I am very dizzy and have a horrible headache. I guess I didn't take enough pills. Again I apolgize
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,031
Welcome back! I'm sorry you have to suffer so much. You don't have to apologize. I hope you can recover quickly. :heart:
 
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BBBB

Member
Jan 13, 2023
167
No apologies needed. I'm sorry you're going through all of this horrendous emotional and physical pain.

Feel free to DM, if you need support and want to chat.
 
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Yaffle

Life’s a bitch
Nov 9, 2023
397
Please don't ever apologise.

So sorry it's beaten you up badly, hoping you recover quickly.
 
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jessisme

Specialist
Dec 3, 2022
386
Sorry for the discomfort you are feeling. A failed attempt must be so frustrating. I'm curious, what pills did you take?
 
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Lake

Lake

Member
Dec 4, 2023
12
No need to apologize.

We were there for you yesterday and, we're here for you today.

Hopefully your recovery is speedy!
 
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SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,807
Good to say hello. Be kind to yourself.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
45,353
That must be really awful what you went through, I hate how it's not more straightforward to cease existing on our own terms, I find it horrible how trying to die can very easily just go wrong. But anyway best wishes.
 
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Myforevercharlie

Illuminated
Feb 13, 2020
3,232
I'm sorry you didn't succeed..but glad you're alright
🤗
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
13,242
There's no need to apologise. We're all here to give one another support. I'm sorry you didn't get the outcome you wanted. It's got to feel very disorientating and frightening.
 
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Aim

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Sep 12, 2023
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Welcome back! ❤️ there is no need to apologize at all for that! Thanks for updating us, so we know your ok. ❤️
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
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Sorry for your pain. Wishing you a speedy recovery. 🤗❤️🤗❤️🤗
 
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day

Global Mod
Jun 24, 2023
650
It's truly such a shame we don't have a reliable way to exit and we are forced to suffer when we're ready to go.. I'm so sorry to hear you've failed in your attempt and I hope you manage to find peace soon, you deserve it. Miss you as well friend.
 
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Unattainable666

Unattainable666

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2023
1,346
It's truly such a shame we don't have a reliable way to exit and we are forced to suffer when we're ready to go.. I'm so sorry to hear you've failed in your attempt and I hope you manage to find peace soon, you deserve it. Miss you as well friend.
I hope you are doing well.
 
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