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Liseli

Liseli

A lost recluse with no direction | 🇩🇪
Sep 13, 2025
76
So if I attempt I want to make sure I have the proper plan.
I do not aim for going to wait 2 days to ctb so ill go after the short protocol

I'm 64 kg heavy (I don't want to add height)

8 hours fasting
1 hour before SN digestion 600 mg Ibuprofen
40 min before SN digestion 3×10 mg Metoclopramide. Also dissolving 25 mg of SN in 100 ml plain water
Crush 2×1mg of Tavor in 50 ml water
First: Drinking SN-water Mix
Then: Drinking the the Tavor-water Mkx

Would this work?

I have SN with a high purity, but unfortunate the benzo (Tavor) is very scarce for me and the Antiemetic (Metoclopramide) aswell.
The antiemetic is also over its expiration date. I looked it up and it should still provide some effects even though it isn't as strong anymore. It would be better then no antimetic at all.

If I got anything wrong please correct me kindly and don't be nasty or display me as stupid. It's my first time planing my own protocol
 
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Liseli

Liseli

A lost recluse with no direction | 🇩🇪
Sep 13, 2025
76
Eeeeeee
 
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plan c

plan c

My last resort.
Nov 8, 2022
180
Hey! would u mind informing us where u are or will be located, and how u'll spend ur last days? It's okay to reject my curiosity
 
Liseli

Liseli

A lost recluse with no direction | 🇩🇪
Sep 13, 2025
76
Hey! would u mind informing us where u are or will be located, and how u'll spend ur last days? It's okay to reject my curiosity
This is a jist in place time not a fixed 100% date. Sorry if it came off wrong
 
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plan c

My last resort.
Nov 8, 2022
180
and i have no advice for the technical part. I'm not too familiar with that or perhaps my mind chooses not to. I forget many things about this perhaps it's traumatizing but i don't feel like talking about the protocol. im rlly sry

um the things look alright. it's not a graded assignment or anything. no need to share in order to be judged.
 
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Liseli

Liseli

A lost recluse with no direction | 🇩🇪
Sep 13, 2025
76
and i have no advice for the technical part. I'm not too familiar with that or perhaps my mind chooses not to. I forget many things about this perhaps it's traumatizing but i don't feel like talking about the protocol. im rlly sry
No no that's okay dw
 
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idontknowwhatiam

Student
Sep 10, 2025
123
So if I attempt I want to make sure I have the proper plan.
I do not aim for going to wait 2 days to ctb so ill go after the short protocol

I'm 64 kg heavy (I don't want to add height)

8 hours fasting
1 hour before SN digestion 600 mg Ibuprofen
40 min before SN digestion 3×10 mg Metoclopramide. Also dissolving 25 mg of SN in 100 ml plain water
Crush 2×1mg of Tavor in 50 ml water
First: Drinking SN-water Mix
Then: Drinking the the Tavor-water Mkx

Would this work?

I have SN with a high purity, but unfortunate the benzo (Tavor) is very scarce for me and the Antiemetic (Metoclopramide) aswell.
The antiemetic is also over its expiration date. I looked it up and it should still provide some effects even though it isn't as strong anymore. It would be better then no antimetic at all.

If I got anything wrong please correct me kindly and don't be nasty or display me as stupid. It's my first time planing my own protocol
Is this a good protocol to follow?
 

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