Discussion relief in death?

[Caribbean Sky]

Tell me about the kind of relief you hope to gain in death and why it gives you peace

how it is good enough for ctb

i am curious

 

[intr0verse]

There is no relief in death; the relief is here in this life when i think that i'm going to die one day but i don't know how long this coping mechanism wil last. When it won't anymore, it will be the time for some action.

 

[peewee]

just an end to the experience of suffering...I hope as a by product the people who pushed me to it will learn they cant treat people like that. for some reason people dont take your suffering seriously unless you actually die. even if they know your suicidal...you'll only be taken seriously if you really die. the person who drove me to this knows the state im in because of what they did to me, yet ignores me....I hope I will be reincarnated as a bird

 

[Pale_Rider]

That's probably the reason I'm still here. Not probably. It is.

 

[badatparties]

i don't know what to expect, i just know with relative certainty that it will be the end of this shitty experience. It's a gamble at the end of the day.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I'm hoping there will be a feeling of blissful calm release just before death and, not just be pain and fear up to the last few seconds.

In terms of a feeling though. The closest maybe I've come is the day after resigning from a very stressful job I'd done for over 3 years. I was simply walking along the pavement and I suddenly felt human again. It's a cliche but- the sensation of having a huge weight lifted was real. I wanted to do something childish like skip along because, I felt so free. Of course- it didn't last. I was looking for a new job pretty much straight away. But- I'm imagining the feeling might be similar. To know I have no more problems on the horizon to deal with.

Of course, it's unlikely to happen because one of the biggest problems will be looming- how to kill my body successfully. I have a feeling that's going to taint any sense of calm joy I might otherwise feel.

 

[martyrdom]

My body will be permanently destroyed and unrecognizable, I won't have to exist anymore, and that's all I want.

 

[death or death]

Tell me about the kind of relief you hope to gain in death and why it gives you peace

how it is good enough for ctb

i am curious

Everyone dies, living is just to die slowly and 'naturally'. CTB provides relief for me knowing I won't have to await that long process, or live a life where I have nothing to live for.

 

[Jan1193]

I won't have to keep living alone, completely alone. Or have to work, or have to deal with this house who makes me feel like I'm drowning every day.

 

[starboy2k]

ill feel relief knowing I died on my terms, instead of staying alive and dealing with setback after setback.

 

[CapMoon]

Tell me about the kind of relief you hope to gain in death and why it gives you peace

how it is good enough for ctb

i am curious

I don't have to live up to expectations any longer.

 

[Nightfoot]

I think death will provide a relief from suffering that we can imagine but won't experience as death is the end.

 

[thebayleaf]

i just want to be free from everything. suffering is a constant of life and never thinking or feeling anything ever again is 100% worth it because i won't be getting raped or abused or mistreated or humiliated or hurt ever again.

only thing i stress about is a 'view from halfway down' situation where I jump off a building or kick a chair out from under me and spend the last 5 seconds of my existence scared and regretting it. survival instinct is a bitch.

 

[Eudaimonic]

I hope to not exist anymore, or at least not in a state of any sort of suffering or one where suffering can potentially rearise. I hope to not need relief anymore. Ultimately, though, I'm gripped by existential uncertainty. That's the primary reason I am hesitant to CTB. If I'm honest with myself, I don't actually know with any degree of certainty that it will lead to the permanent end of suffering. Death is just something that my mind gravitates towards because, well, this whole life thing just isn't for me, and apart from death, what's the alternative, right? But I can't rationally know if I prefer it, seeing as I don't know what it actually is (or indeed if there is anything that it is) on an experiential level (beyond death of the brain/body, I mean).

 

[FuneralCry]

For me non-existence is just the only peace and relief and is all I hope for, it's all I see as positive in this existence so torturous and dreadful that I always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only relief as after all only in non-existence will I be safe from all suffering.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering, all I want is peace from this deeply undesirable existence that I never would had chosen that just causes so much suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, all I want is to be unconscious for all eternity, I just want to never suffer again, for me ceasing to exist will be the relief as only then will I be safe and at peace from all suffering, existence to me is always an abomination and I find it horrific how a human can suffer for so long just to die in agony from old age.

 

[Macedonian1987]

Sadly nobody knows with 100% certainty what awaits us after we die. But I hope that after I die I will go to another world where true unconditional love exists and there is no more physical pain and sadness. That's what I'm hoping for.

 

[yourmmomisabbitch]

Sadly nobody knows with 100% certainty what awaits us after we die. But I hope that after I die I will go to another world where true unconditional love exists and there is no more physical pain and sadness. That's what I'm hoping for.

i agree with this cute idea ^^
i dont want to be dead, just not alive in this world
ive hoped before that everyone who dies by suicide goes to suicide heaven where the world isnt so bleak because it's built by people who've suffered enough to see the other sides

 

[gothbird]

When I sleep, I understand death. The world folds shut, and everything slips into silence. No afterlife waits. No return. Only an ending.

There is mercy in that final dark. A vast, quiet expanse without pain, without thought. One day it will take me in, the way night takes the sky, and I will move toward the stars with nothing left to fear.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Yes to me Death is the only escape from a hell that's a trillion times worse than the worst hell one can imagine.

1 micro-second after my brain dies is Non-existence forever the only safety against extreme suffering, unbearable pain and extreme torture

 

[cemeteryismyhome]

That's the annoying thing about death. I won't be able to enjoy it. But still better than being alive.

 

[woodlandcreature]

i don't know i just want it all to stop.

 

[happysunnydayy]

Sadly nobody knows with 100% certainty what awaits us after we die. But I hope that after I die I will go to another world where true unconditional love exists and there is no more physical pain and sadness. That's what I'm hoping for.

Hopefully there's love

 

[Whale_bones]

I hope to not exist anymore, or at least not in a state of any sort of suffering or one where suffering can potentially rearise. I hope to not need relief anymore. Ultimately, though, I'm gripped by existential uncertainty. That's the primary reason I am hesitant to CTB. If I'm honest with myself, I don't actually know with any degree of certainty that it will lead to the permanent end of suffering. Death is just something that my mind gravitates towards because, well, this whole life thing just isn't for me, and apart from death, what's the alternative, right? But I can't rationally know if I prefer it, seeing as I don't know what it actually is (or indeed if there is anything that it is) on an experiential level (beyond death of the brain/body, I mean).

Same. I think it's likely that death leads to nonexistence, but I have no way to assess just how likely that is. And so I'm stuck without having any actual evidence or understanding of it.

 

[gunmetalblue]

Honestly I just don't want to be scared anymore. I'm tired. I just want as they say, the sweet release.

 

[indianachrome]

The pain will be over when the lights go out

 

[SpencerSees]

Just want it to be dark and quiet