Help Rejected again

[Haematemesis]

My knife is to dull to do anything. And the height of my store is too scary to jump.

I feel I just ruined my life. The gal will tell everybody around her. No one liked me, now they will all hate me.

"There was no reason for his radicalization", yeah bet. They will all mock and humiliate me. I'm lucky that my father has something that shoots bullets.
I just wish I looked like human. There are 8 billion humans. Being one of them wouldn't be that hard would it?

 

[dontletthembribeyou]

I can relate. I'm so tired of being a subhuman. I always think that, because my body is so weak and dysfunctional, I never would have survived this long in a hunter gatherer situation, and other people have this innate disgust reaction to me because instinctively they know I'm not supposed to be alive