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krsm98

krsm98

bweh
Feb 14, 2026
71
21|M

Just looking for some company and someone to talk to and just hang around with lije gaming or just having deep talks about life. I've been struggling with depression and suicidal ideation for a long time but now more than ever it has been quite rough on this path to recovery once more. My interest are in gaming, techy stuff, shows, movies, and some other stuff as im open to learn about new interests as a whole.
If possible im more available on discord of that sort so we can chat like that if anyone is interested ; - ;
 
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piercedheart

piercedheart

Mortician Mommy
May 29, 2023
85
Hello dearies.

30F for those that care.

I have returned after a 2 year hiatus, I joined this site when I was on the verge of CTB myself, and merely wanted to talk to a few like-minded people to cope a bit longer before doing it, however some people have helped me here to a road of recovery, and I am doing better now.

I would like to extend that same favour to you all here.

If you need someone to talk too, vent with, ask advice, or simply spend your last moments with, I am here for you.

I am a former mortician, currently a forensic pathologist so if you have any questions you might not be abler to ask others about death, etc, I am also here.
Please don't be afraid to reach out.

My hobbies are reading, working out, inline skating, games, and dancing, probably some more I forget to mention.
I love music, and I adore dolls, ball-jointed ones to be specific, but any kind I adore!
I love dogs and snakes too, I got both as pets.
 
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catinthefurnace

Member
Oct 20, 2025
10
41m, was determined to ctb around Xmas but didnt want to do that to my family, now I'm still depressed but not planning on ctb.
Looking for anyone to converse with, nobody irl knows how close i was
 
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SnaileyBailey

SnaileyBailey

Member
Jan 25, 2026
28
29M Toronto

Been trying to take steps to recover like Journalling and other techniques. If anyone wants to be accountability partners or even just check in partners I'd be happy to join.

I use Discord if that helps.
 
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deepocean

deepocean

Member
Aug 19, 2024
48
29M Toronto

Been trying to take steps to recover like Journalling and other techniques. If anyone wants to be accountability partners or even just check in partners I'd be happy to join.

I use Discord if that helps.
I'm up for it. ✋🏻
 
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LastLook

Member
Apr 27, 2022
20
35M

I have chronic illness and pain. I'm looking for someone to talk to about anything. I am not in recovery but I'm also not actively trying to cbt. I just want a someone to talk to and hear kind words from time to time as I have no one to talk to in real life.

If you feel the same way feel free to pm me.
 
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ILYGBCW

ILYGBCW

Member
Feb 17, 2026
11
44F
I'm struggling heavily with suicidal ideation. I'm trying to go away from actively thinking about suicide. No solid plans atm. I have no one. Even though I have people around I feel so very alone, and don't feel like I can talk to anyone about the psychological hell I'm going through at the moment. Anyways don't know if anyone would like to, but I'd love to have someone to talk to. I'm on discord a fair bit so maybe we can chat there if we hit things off.
 
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EaldEngliscLufer

EaldEngliscLufer

New Member
Mar 3, 2026
1
hi guys

22m and this is my first time posting. I've been super depressed (and suicidal) the past year and a half and i don't think anyone in my life (even my mom or closest friends) really know. i'm looking for someone to talk to, someone who's also gone through a lot of these feelings, and who can keep me accountable about trying to be better. some stuff i'm interested in include reading, baking, trying yoga + journaling, and learning languages (ich lerne grad deutsch . . . also wenn du deutsch bist, würde es mich freuen, dich kennenzulernen haha). if it matters i'm queer and a college senior

feel free to pm me if you also like some of the same things/just wanna talk about getting better :)
 
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SchizoPolyGymnast

SchizoPolyGymnast

Elementalist
May 28, 2024
896
SchizoPoly has entered the chat.

I am currently offering help to anyone who wishes it. I have (some) mental health credentials, a little background in decolonized therapy, and I believe that:

--Recovery is any positive change
--It's different for everyone
--Recovery is a holistic familial/cultural/political ecosystem and not an act of individual penance

If you are interested or have questions, PM me. I work nontraditional hours and I'm 100% free!
 
Kamaainakupua

Kamaainakupua

Serial Typo Editor
Mar 15, 2026
67
I got lost on my way here and wound up in the other Partners thread (consciously choosing not to link there, here). I'm still in my 'probationary' period, so this may be a futile gesture, but I am making myself available as a Recovery partner, having duly read and understood the first post guidelines for this thread, as well as the rules for the forums. I am offering my experience, strength, and hope, with no strings attached (within the scope of the forum and the specific limitations above). I'm not a doctor, but I've spent a lot of time in hospitals. I'm not a lawyer, but I've been judged and found guilty of being human. I am definitely not a therapist, but I am willing to practice active listening (or reading) in support of a partner's recovery. If you're interested in partnership, please read my posts so you get a sense of my style.
The greatest gift one person can give another is their time, which is truly priceless.
 

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