Venting Recognizing I’ll never be happy

[LevUwU]

I can never and will never be happy, and I think accepting that is what's given me almost a blissful state where I'm calmed by the knowledge I will be okay with killing myself

 

[Carryline]

The same here ... i wish to die ..
I am kind of happy when I thibk about suicide or and dying ... I cannot want t9 end this never ending shit

 

[badatparties]

yeah, i don't think happiness in this complete clown show of a world is possible for me. It's just to messy. The most i could have is possibly contentment, if that.

I should've never been here. I always dream of a new existence where things make sense.

 

[tarnishedstoner]

I had always tried fighting this feeling. I've given up.

 

[cemeteryismyhome]

Yes. It's beyond annoying how everything and everyone tries to direct toward "being happy". It's a stupid waste of time, seriously. People think "oh that's a bad attitude let me help you"... no... it's simply the truth plain and simple. It's obvious. People are insane for trying to deny it.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I know what you mean. I think feeling sure that nothing I achieve will likely feel worth it, means I don't need to follow this road till the end.

 

[cakedog]

I also finally came to terms with this
can't visualize a scenario where i'm not miserable, i know i'll never be happy
like you it makes it easier to kms