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kelimackie

kelimackie

bleh
Sep 22, 2023
128
if somebody you loved CTB, would you be satisfied reading a suicide note like this:


I chose to leave, I hope you can forgive me.

I want you to know and understand one day that it was my decision, that it concerns only me. Don't beat yourself up thinking if there was anything you could do, because there wasn't.

There was absolutely nothing anyone could do. This was my wish.

There was nothing else I wanted or could do with my life, there was no goal to be fulfilled, no dream to be fulfilled, my anguish was something very deep.

I didn't do this because I hated myself, or because I hated something or someone, it was just because I couldn't see a reason to continue in such a cruel and unfair world. I couldn't find meaning in my suffering.

I just wanted to be at peace with the world and with myself, and now I am at peace.

I love you so much.
 
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nightlygem

nightlygem

La Joya
Sep 27, 2023
184
From someone who's been left with a suicide note, ultimately nothing will be satisfactory for the other party. Its up to how you feel this note encapsulates your feelings and reasonings.
 
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DoubleUp8

DoubleUp8

Gambler
Dec 14, 2023
540
Beautifully written. Excellent and eloquent.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
45,327
It's very well written in my opinion, I wish you the best.
 
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Specific_Milk

Specific_Milk

Student
Aug 28, 2022
103
Just beautiful 💙
 
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