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JadedBeing

JadedBeing

Hey, I'm using SanctionedSuicide
Sep 17, 2025
198
- Swallow alot of different anti emetics
- Drink 5 beers (wait 30mins)
- Swallow some Benzos, because they increase OD risk but they also remove feelings of fear (wait 30 mins)
- Boil 2 Fentanyl Patches and drink the solution (150mg/hr Patches. if atleast half of the fentanyl gets into the water i would consume 10mg of fentanly)
- Stick another 2-3 Patches on my stomach and heat them up with a hairdryer or a Hot water bottle
- I thought about Smoking another Patch on Aluminium Foil at the end.

Im afraid that i will still vomit even though i will take anti emetics, because i am not used to drugs.
 
imontheloose

imontheloose

Aspiring corpse
Jan 15, 2025
95
I guess it could work...

Fentanyl, alcohol, and benzos is such a messy pharmacological profile. I get you're trying to suppress the CNS with the alcohol and benzos, but 5 beers is a lot of fluid, your chances of vomiting are much higher despite the anti-emetics. Death may very well still occur, but it's likely not going to be peaceful and certainly not controlled/predictable.

Is that all you can get your hands on? It seems pretty problematic to me given you're new to drugs (your own words). I guess fentanyl could be a viable method, but I'd recommend you at least consume less fluid and opt for a stronger conc. beverage than beer. Be more calculated too, not just shoving random anti-emetics down your throat and hoping for the best. Anti-emetics don't just flat out prevent vomiting.
 
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JadedBeing

JadedBeing

Hey, I'm using SanctionedSuicide
Sep 17, 2025
198
I guess it could work...

Fentanyl, alcohol, and benzos is such a messy pharmacological profile. I get you're trying to suppress the CNS with the alcohol and benzos, but 5 beers is a lot of fluid, your chances of vomiting are much higher despite the anti-emetics. Death may very well still occur, but it's likely not going to be peaceful and certainly not controlled/predictable.

Is that all you can get your hands on? It seems pretty problematic to me given you're new to drugs (your own words). I guess fentanyl could be a viable method, but I'd recommend you at least consume less fluid and opt for a stronger conc. beverage than beer. Be more calculated too, not just shoving random anti-emetics down your throat and hoping for the best. Anti-emetics don't just flat out prevent vomiting.
Thank you for the Tips. I guess drinking more potent alcohol instead of beer is the better choice. I thought about Boofing the fent solution since it wont be affected by vomiting. But boofing is more conplex. I guess i can try with low dosage to pracrice hitting the right Spot
 
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imontheloose

Aspiring corpse
Jan 15, 2025
95
Thank you for the Tips. I guess drinking more potent alcohol instead of beer is the better choice. I thought about Boofing the fent solution since it wont be affected by vomiting. But boofing is more conplex. I guess i can try with low dosage to pracrice hitting the right Spot
Yes, greater potency in your drink is definitely the way to go: you don't want a lot of fluid in your body.
 
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orbwithinorb

Student
Aug 4, 2024
197
How did you obtain Fentanyl patches? I've never heard of them being boiled to extract the fent from them.
 
JadedBeing

JadedBeing

Hey, I'm using SanctionedSuicide
Sep 17, 2025
198
How did you obtain Fentanyl patches? I've never heard of them being boiled to extract the fent from them.
I live in Germany and here you can buy fent patches from dealers. I think in the US fent is mostly consumed in powder Form. I dont think we have it in powder Form yet in germany.
 
deadmanwalking1990

deadmanwalking1990

Student
Nov 16, 2025
129
I live in Germany and here you can buy fent patches from dealers. I think in the US fent is mostly consumed in powder Form. I dont think we have it in powder Form yet in germany.
Bro can we get in contact somehow,i need them patches too
 

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