Rape trauma

[absolutethistime]

Being raped ruined my life.

 

[alivebutnotliving]

me too. i'm sorry you're carrying this pain, i see you and your strength

 

[whywere]

Anyone who would violate another human being is total scum and they WILL pay for it.

It breaks my heart whenever I read or hear about any type of sexual attack, as it reminds me just how gross and primitive some people are.

I truly believe in Karma, here AND the next life and I hope that they pay for it forever.

Both of you @absolutethistime and @alivebutnotliving both are wonderful folks and I hope and wish with all my heart that you both can heal and that the predators that hurt the both of you rot in hell.

Hugs, love and caring thoughts to the both of you.

Walter

 

[Slark]

I'm so sorry this happened to you. I hope you can find some comfort and happiness.

 

[Nolongerlive]

I hope that justice will be served and you will be strong and recovered from this.

I am a non believer, but i pray that everything will go well for you !

 

[iCryInMySecretSpot]

it has ruined me. i used to be so happy. i havent been able to have sex for over 1 year now. last attempt i broke down and cried in this mans bed. i am so sorry. i know how painful this is and i hope you heal.

 

[absolutethistime]

Anyone who would violate another human being is total scum and they WILL pay for it.

It breaks my heart whenever I read or hear about any type of sexual attack, as it reminds me just how gross and primitive some people are.

I truly believe in Karma, here AND the next life and I hope that they pay for it forever.

Both of you @absolutethistime and @alivebutnotliving both are wonderful folks and I hope and wish with all my heart that you both can heal and that the predators that hurt the both of you rot in hell.

Hugs, love and caring thoughts to the both of you.

Walter

The worst part is I don't hate my abusers nor do I seek or care for justice.

I just hate myself.

 

[flowerbomb]

I am so sorry that this happened to you

 

[absolutethistime]

There isn't a single day that goes by that I haven't thought about it.

Also I'd like to add I'm a dude so my Rape Trauma is taken way less seriously possibly even treated like a joke.

 

[iwanttodie019]

did you report?

 

[HappyPotato69]

The worst part is I don't hate my abusers nor do I seek or care for justice.

I just hate myself.

that's not necessarily a bad thing, i also dont hate the person who did it to me because hating them is useless and reporting it (in my case) is also useless. the only thing u can really do is just forget it unless ur in a position to report it, then u deffo should.

 

[absolutethistime]

did you report?

I didn't. I was a young child, I was ashamed.

 

[Imausername]

it has ruined me. i used to be so happy. i havent been able to have sex for over 1 year now. last attempt i broke down and cried in this mans bed. i am so sorry. i know how painful this is and i hope you heal.

I feel so broken. Mine wasn't voilent and I returned to the abuse bc it was the only way to cope it just messed with my mind and i dont feel valid for how I reacted and coped with abuse. I've not been able to do it since.. Idk how to feel comfortable enough to try. I just don't enjoy it even alone I can't I just... I'm broken

I didn't. I was a young child, I was ashamed.

Sadly... Reporting it is trauma. Trauma of being believed, trauma of years long process having to relive it constantly being reminded... Knowing if you win at what cost at hurting him somone who moved on got better and has ppl who depend on him a report will destroy.

Revenge eats at you forever and hurts more than one person if u win... Forgiveness.. Idk...

 

[gunmetalblue]

I'm very sorry. I also think about it all the time. It's fucking torture.

 

[Aphid]

I didn't. I was a young child, I was ashamed.

i understand. something similar happened to me. the unfortunate thing is that sometimes you can go forward and complete the cycle, abused becoming abuser,
that's what ended up happening to me. i want you to know that, that's something you never deserved to go through. Hindsight is always 20/20, and your past experiences as a child truly don't define you. Even if that's hard to hear, or unbelievable. I know because I am similar. As someone who's tried to get it out of my head and find forgiveness and worth and self, it's, not easy. Not in the slightest.
I wish you luck, through everything,
and im so sorry that this has happened to you.